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We are stronger than we think

2011-09-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

It's been ages, yes.
Time to let go of something that's been struggling, wobbling in my heart.

I thought I was fine all these while, but well, not to say that I'm totally not fine but it did leave scars and effects.

I will be fine and I'm fine.
Just keep doing what's best for me, moving forward.

I'm glad that I've a bunch of sweetest friends ever, volleyball, music, and family.

I should be happy and you too.

Cheers

Tiring

2010-11-06T03:20:00.000+08:00

Jz came back from Taiwan few weeks ago, it was really fun, met a lot of nice frens n I kinda think dat the lifestyle over suits m, so it's a tually nt bad at all to work there,
Maybe shud start trying v project basis work.

Had really short sleep last nite, slept at 4am and got up at 5am cox gotta catch a flight at 7am, meaning dat I've got get there by 6am.
Trust me, my eyes cudnt open at all, n had to carry instrument and luggage, no joking, exhausting!
Flew to terengganu for a gala dinner show with zainal abidin.
It was real easy to work him as he's a really nice person n humble, very laid back, low profile artist.

It was quite a huge event where all the dato and Agong attended.
Gotta fly back tmr at 825am, and again I'm staying up tis late again, 320am...
Gotta wake up at 630am man.

Tmr is gonna be a real long day, will be teaching nonstop once I get backto kl then will playing for a function at palace of golden horses at night.
And hv to fly back to Penang on Sunday morning... I think I'm like a part time airsteward..
Supposed to hv a show with Ana and Yuma on Monday nite but I dun think my body can take this much of traveling work, hence I've gotta reject it.
Really looking forward to work with tuna but too bad, I guess it's just really wrong timing...
Maybe next time...
Gotta hit da bed, nite world.

Learning

2010-07-24T15:11:00.001+08:00

Its been ages since da last post, yea I know,
Been busy and also lazy.

Currently stopping at one of da rest station along da way to terengganu.
Will b hvin a show v ana raffali tmr nite at Terengganu. Just felt funny cox I'm still not used to missing 2 teeth in my mouth.
Had an operation yday to take off my wisdom tooth which hurts me so much, cox my jaw bone is jz not wide enuf to accommodate another extra tooth.
Hence, had to take it off and now I've to go on soft diet for da next 3 days.

All these while, I've been learning to be more carefree or being more positive, trying to take everything easy but I guess I jz nvr improved.
Yea, I'm stubborn. But, I did put in effort to learn, but y it seems like I've nvr learned and screwing things up all the time.

At tis point, I'm stumbling.
I tried not to, but I can't help it. I'm stumbling and I dunno what I want or what to choose anymore.
Call me a paranoiac, or a jerk.

Maybe I've just nvr tried hard enuf...
Or I'm just a failure.

Trying to focus more on my career and do more things, or whatever that I can get.
Finger crossed to everything.

2010-02-25T01:03:00.000+08:00

Worst day dat I've ever had,

everything is just so screwed up.

Glad that u were der for me.

2010-01-21T02:56:00.002+08:00

It's amazing how pictures can bring us all da passed memories.

Sweet.

Bringing to the next step?

2010-01-18T05:18:00.002+08:00

Hope that I could hold the moments,

and freeze the minutes....

People grows, time flies.

We can only be strong,

be happy and hold on it.

2010-01-15T04:13:00.000+08:00

Yes,

like nobody's business. It's sweet.

2010-01-14T03:05:00.000+08:00

I never felt so much abt this before.

Fingers crossed.

2010-01-14T02:58:00.000+08:00

The 1st post of the year,
Here I am, laying on da bed at tis time still with my both eyes widely open.
Holding my bb, n decided to write sth over here.

Ntg much abt 'serious' life to share lately,
Been really chill out n relax, as I'm pretty much jobless for tis month.
Yes I know, I'm broke. Been slowing down quite a lot, come n think abt it,
Its actually not a bad thing.

Jz recently came back from Phuket, had a rili nice trip.
Went back to Butterworth finally.
And then here I'm back in kl, continue my final year in ICOM.
Been practicing n enjoying ny life lately.

Awesome!

Had fun in genting.

2009-12-14T02:12:00.001+08:00

Im back to my blog after few months? haha.
Been packed up with lotsa stuffs, studies, gigs, recordings.
Was having a show at Arena of Stars on 12th December,
played for Rynn Lin Yu Zhong's concert.
It was pretty fun, the fans were all really crazy over him,
when I sat up on stage, all I could hear was just the whistling, clapping, cheering, chanting of the fans.

It was cool though.
And it was fun playing in front of over 5k audiences on a stage.
Had an about 40 seconds solo part in the middle of the show, where the lights all went off and only the spolight on me, trust me, it was pretty nervous.
But, yea I know I've to put it off real nicely so,
there the solo went with my CONSTIPATED face, as usual.
People kept talking/making fun of my constipated ugly face coz the VCR was on me thruout the whole solo.

Rehearsals

Concert

Dun hv much photos of the concert,
grabbed from the fans tho..

Celebration

That's abt it i guess.
For those that who attended the concert, hope that u guys enjoyed.
It was a fun show to me =)

Videos for Laundry gig.

2009-06-19T22:08:00.000+08:00

Here are some videos of the Laundry show.
The Naked Olive.

Rybeus Spiritus.

Bird of Passage.

Bohemian Rhapsody.

Glowing Colors.

June, not a good month?

2009-06-05T03:20:00.000+08:00

It's June,
hahaha, half a year gone just like dat. =.=
Done with my sem, having sem break now, and whole loads of stuffs are waiting for me to do.
Been bit miserable lately, tired, lost.
Just random feeling, emo la. LOL
I guess there are just too many things are hitting me at the same tyme,
violin exam is coming soon, hard, damn tough, feel like killing myself,
mum's leg was swollen again after she kinda broke her ligament in knee. Kinda worry abt her but having a tight schedule over here, so could just talked over the phone, and she said she was alrite, as it wasn't really a big matter.

As u guys know, or for those that don't,
I've came out with my own band, called 'The Naked Olive'.
I've been sessioning and playing for so many singer-songwriters, artists, and so on, now I kinda feel the pain, or pressure of being a real band leader in the band.
Working on my originals now, but u know, it's just kinda hard for me to come out with good thing rite now, as no inspiration/motivation.
Was writing the song like quarter way, it's in odd meter, 7/8 timing, so it's kinda hard for me to continue it now. Muahahahaha.
Anyway, just screw it for now.

Schedule for this month is pretty tight,
but just very tight at night and weekends, please do ask me out!!!!! Weekdays, afternoon or anytime, for movie or wert, been craving for movies for so darn long!
Miss my frens in Berklee so much!!!!! Uma, Steph...
Just drop if u guys could! Wanna catch up with u guys!

2nd June - Michelle Quah 'Stage' musical (No Black Tie)
3rd June - Michelle Quah 'Stage' musical (No Black Tie)
4th June - Rashdan Harith 'Fly Fm Campur Chart (Laundry bar)
7th June - Volleyball tournament (Japanese school in front of Saujana Hotel)
8th June - Rendra Zawawi (No Black Tie)
9th June - Central Point
9th June - The Snow Symphony (Groove Junction)
10th June - An Honest Mistake (Urbanattic)
11th June - The Naked Olive 'Moonshine' (Laundry bar)
16th June - Central Point
17th June - The Snow Symphony 'Ntv 7 show' (Glenmarie)
18th June - The Snow Symphony (Groove Junction)
18th June - Gala Dinner
21st June - An Honest Mistake 'French music fest' (Bangsar)
21st June - The Snow Symphony 'French music fest' (Bangsar)
21st June - The Metaphor 'French music fest' (Bangsar)
21st June - Function (Port Dickson)
22nd June - Function (Port Dickson)
23rd June - Llew Marsh 'Musical' (No Black Tie)
23rd June - Central Point
24th June - Llew Marsh 'Musical' (No Black Tie)
27th June - Rashdan Harith 'KLPAC Urbanscape'
30th June - Central Point

Back to blogspot.

2009-04-20T01:38:00.000+08:00

Someone was complaining abt my blog as I nvr updated for like so damn freaking long.
Sorry yea, been seriously packed up for the passed few months,
busy with studies, shows, gigs, performances, recordings.
Doing not so bad lately,
kinda lonely in college, as everyone left me d :-( Awww
Haha, most of my classmates went to berklee d, and some dropped out d,
my hang buddies in college is like getting lesser and lesser.
College had merged both degree together, so life been hectic,
we've to actually study finish like a subject in half a sem, so everything is been doubled up.

Projects due date is coming up soon again, week 18.
Have to pass up 3 projects for Commercial Arranging subj.
Tv ads commercial, movie trailer, video games... 90 secs for each, hectic huh? Crazy huh? Killing huh?
Have to compose, arrange, sequence, finding sound source, sound effects, EQ, mixing, syncing, cutting video, cleaning sounds, filtering .... ... endless... LOL

Today was quite a tiring day, had a sow with Bunkface at Istana Budaya at noon, den went straight for 3 hours soundcheck with Josh, Tim, Ywenna.
Pretty dead, as I had to picked them up one by one to Ampang for practicing and also sent them back.
Been really stressed abt my gig in Groove Junction on this coming Thurs,
it's gonna be the debut performance/gig for 'the naked olive', or my band.
We do standards, original mostly jazz, samba and progressive funk, or in another word we called it 'FUSION'.
LOL...
By the way, Josh is playing drum for me, Ywenna on keys, Timothy on bass.

Coming shows/gigs
22nd April - Istana Hotel, 5-8pm (Hiro/Ywenna/me)
22nd April - Central Point, 9-12am (Ywenna/me)
23rd April - Groove Junction, 9-12am (The naked olive)
24th April - Istana Hotel, 5-8pm (Hiro/Ywenna/me)
25th April - Queensbay Mall, Penang (An Honest Mistake)
27th April - No Black Tie, 9-12am (Izzy Mohammed)
29th April - Istana Hotel, 5-8pm (Hiro/Ywenna/me)
29th April - Central Point, 9-12am (Ywenna/me)
2nd May - Nilai Convention Center, (Ywenna/me)
4th May - Istana Hotel, 10-12am (Hiro/Ywenna/me)
6th May - Istana Hotel, 5-8pm (Hiro/Ywenna/me)
6th May - Central Point, 9-12am (Ywenna/me)
7th May - Central Point, 9-12am (Ywenna/me)
8th May - Istana Hotel, 5-8 (Hiro/Ywenna/me)
9th May - 8tv Homegrown shoot, 10-12pm (The Bedroom Sanctuary)
9th May - Putrajaya marriot, 3-7pm (Wee Lern/me)
11th May - Istana Hotel, 10-12am
13th May - Groove Junction, 9-12am (The Naked Olive)
14th May - Central Point, 9-12am (Ywenna/me)
15th MAy - Istana Hotel, 5-8pm
16th May - 8tv Homegrown shoot (The Snow Symphony)
18th, 20th, 22nd, 25th, 27th, 29th May - Istana Hotel
20th, 21t, 27th, 28th May - Central Point
20th May - No Black Tie, 9-12am (Mili'z)

Spliting myself....

2009-01-14T03:29:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps,
it's been a while since I last updated my post.
Have been really really really busy.
Was busy with Mili'z single album stuff. Meeting designer, fashion consultant, photographer, bandmates like everyday.
Anyway, there's a good news to announce, my main band Mili'z is nominated in VIMA awards, which held by hitz. fm and some other company.
The weird thing is....
We didn't register at all, and there were like frigging 500 bands participated, but we've got into the best pop group category, which surprised me a lot.

http://www.budiey.com/voice-independent-music-awards-vima-awards-nominees/
Here is the site where u guys can check out other nominees :-)

Just had photo shooting for the single album last Sun, it was really so darn tiring but fun ;-)

This week is gonna be kind of a tiring week for me, as I've to go for practices almost every nite and they are like all everywhere.
Hopefully single album could be done printed by sat.

Here's my gig's schedule, feel free to drop by.
15th Jan - Rendra's gig at Groove Junction (10pm)
17th Jan - Bunkface's gig at Istana Kebudayaan (2pm)
18th Jan - An honest mistake (Darren Teh) gig at KLPAC (10.30am)
18th Jan - Nick Davis's gig at KLPAC (2pm)
18th Jan - Darren Teh's gig at Market Place (9pm)
18th Jan - Kevin Broken Scar's gig at Market Place (10pm)
21st Jan - Kevin Broken Scar's gig at No Black Tie (9.30pm)
22nd Jan - Mili'z gig at Groove Junction (9.30pm)
22nd Jan - Nick Davis's gig at Groove Junction (10.30pm)
30th Jan - Rendra's gig at Bangkok Jazz (9.30pm)
31st Jan - Rendra's gig at Bangkok Jazz (9.30pm)

Oh ya, the VIMA awards is gona be held on 17th Jan,
have to rush der after gig, still thinking of wert to wear for the awards..
Sad huh?
But fun. Happy new year everyone!!!!!!
miss.

Bday celebration.

2008-12-04T01:43:00.000+08:00

Well,
everything started on 30th Nov I guess..
Hahaha, went out for movie with Lina,
was watching Bolt, damn nice show! Damn cute.
She actually gave me a lil bit of surprise as we went to fish and chips bar after movie.
Was having my dinner der, yea, real late dinner.
And the waiter just popped out with 2 slices of cake, I was like wth.
So, I realized y she nvr showed me her bag, or let me carry it, coz she had 2 slices of cakes from Secret Recipe which were covered by her cardigan.. =.=
Hahah, but the cakes were nice, and it was great, Thx Lina... :-)

I know I looked ugly, but dun care :-P

After dat went home and sleep lor.
Woke up damn late in the afternoon,
was out to pavillon with Chryl. We went to pastamania, had carbonara,
it was pretty nice :-)
Dinner tyme, Ling asked me out for dinner at curve, so I drove der.
She called me when she reached and told me to walk to cineleisure, Tony Romas,
once I reached there, I saw Josephine and Stephanie were der, I was like, WOW....
HHahaha, had Rosemary chicken for dinner,
and I was stupid coz I didn't take any pictures. Sigh.
Half way waiting for food, Michelle and Lee just popped out like dat,
I was like wth.. I tot she wouldn't come as she's currently in love and ntg is more important that, APPARENTLY.
But, yea, was surprise and happy to have all my bandmates der :-)
Had a tiny little cute gift from Michelle, she bought it from Thailand, looking cute and nice :-)
Thanks you guys again, for the dinner and also the ON-PURPOSE-OFF-PITCHED-BDAY SONG.

I left at 8.45pm as I promised to send Florence for some dancing competition thing, so as flying back to my condo for picking her up.
Actually I definitely knew that it wasn't any competition but a surprise, albeit I had no idea of wert kind of surprise was that.
So, was down her block and waited for quite long, so I decided to call.
And I actually lied and told her that I met an accident, HAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA.
Wanted to c wert's her respond and wert was she gonna do, but too bad, she was actually peeping me from the car park d.
So she made me drove up to her parking lot.
Once I've got down the car, I saw candles on the floor, I was totally amazed, trust me!
But, one thing, I couldn't believe that my best fwen ever on earth actually thought that it was my 20th bday...
So yea, the picture below explains everything.

Hahaha, but yea, I was surprised, and she bought me 6 cupcakes too.
I was stupid again, coz I didn't take any pictures.

So then, I decided to drive her out for dinner as she was starving.
She told me that she wanted to go to murni, so yea, I drove her der. Until the moment I almost reached der, and I just rmbed that murni is not opened on Mondays.
Ok fine, she told me to drive her to Bangsar, and she was making noise coz she didn't know where to eat as she wanted something like murni's food.
She called her fwen and talked abt it, asking places to eat while I was driving without any directions.
She made me drove to Kl - SS2 - Bangsar - KL.
So yea, she's like a princess to me, as I must send her to the place where she wants to dine. And finally she decided to go SS2 AGAIN, to eat at some mamak stall.
As I reached der, got down from the car, she led me to the place where we were supposed to eat.
And guess wert, Uma and Laura were der, everything was PLANNED!!!!!!!
Tell u wert, Florence is so qualified to be the best actress in Oscar.
Ordered some food, and talked abt it. And I just knew that, actually Florence was on the phone with LAURA while I was driving and she acted like somebody else.
By pretending talking to somebody else, she actually talked bullshyt, when Laura had actually hang up the call.... =.=
While I was eating my indon mee, Farouk, Omar, Faz, Daniel came, I was like WTH....
But, seriously thanks a lot guys! It was great.
Coz of my stupidity, I didn't take pictures again.

So, move on to the next day.
2nd of December, went out for dinner with Peggie at Werner's.
She paid for the dinner and it was expensive though. I felt guilty. Hahaha, she gave tiny surprise too, as after our main course, the waiter just came in with the cake and mouse, and they were awesome, damn TASTY!!!!!

Videos.

2008-11-23T02:02:00.000+08:00

Thx to his fans la.. So that I've the videos to post here.
Altho they are not all, but at least half of the set :-)

Free from projects!

2008-11-22T15:25:00.002+08:00

Had all my projects passed up on wed,
pretty much like I'm free now, just only busy with gigs.
Feel damn good wey, after all real hectic, tedious projects.
Im pretty much like a broke-r rite now,
just paid for my violin and I'm seriously currently at the status where I've to sell my ass to make money for meals rite now.. LOL
Hahahahahahaahahaahahahahahaha.

Last night had quite a good gig,
was playing for one chinese artist, Lin Yu Zhong,
quite a nice gig though, as he has darn lots of fans. Haahahaaa.
Sheila Majid was there too.

Tis is the band.
Ling-keyboardist, stephanie-drummer, backup vox, aluba-guitarist, me

The band and Lin Yu Zhong.

I know I had a real bad haircut.
Went for haircut on Thurs, was quite excited as I memang plan to cut it,
but unfortunately, my hairstylist was OFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Then the cashier asked me if I wanted somebody else to cut my hair, since I planned it so I said I dun mind la.
Here comes a stupid girl hairstylist, she's from Kedah.
As a result, as wert u could c, my hair is so FCUKED UP.

Anyway, feel free to drop by market place on this sunday's afternoon.
I'll be palying with Peter Brown.
25th - Groove Junction with Snow Symphony
29th - Penang with bo and rendra
The rest are TBA... Havent get the dates yet.

1.5 days to go...

2008-11-17T23:21:00.001+08:00

Ok, just feel like typing sth,
as I'm having myself a break, was doing project just now.
1 project was done, research method is half done, and arranging is like long way to go!
Doing sequencing now, tedious and tough work!

I'm kind of regret coz I decided to do the song is samba...
Arghh, squeezing my mind for the intro rite now..
Fed up..
Bass is done, trumpet is done, few more horns parts, I dun like it...
Who likes project huh? LOL

Anyway, was practicing with Lin Yu Zhong in the afternoon just now,
he was taller than wert I expected.
Hahaha, pretty nice guy, friendly, ain't cocky, which kind of surprised me,
as u know, there are many chinese artists out der who are really cocky and sucky.
Sorry to stereotype but yea, most of them are like dat.
Had quite a long practice, rearrange few of his songs,
quite fun la, but, u know chinese songs, sometimes they're bit boring.
But, at least our band is fun!!!!!!!!

Gotta get my ass back to work,
I dare not to think of my bedtime today man..
Having practice samo tmr. How to die?

I must get them done!!!!!

2008-11-12T23:55:00.001+08:00

Just back from the gig at Groove Junction,
pretty tired, as it had been really quite a long day,
rushing here and der, negotiating this and that.
Gotta get my ass stuck on the chair and do my projects, but u know I'm not a very determine kind of person, as u can c wert m I doing now.. LOL
3 tedious projects to go...
Arranging for horns, research method and western music history.
I've actually had my schedules done for wert to do everyday for the projects,
but, I'm still having my fingers crossed that I would actually follow the schedules.

Was trying violins just now,
trust me, they were AWESOME. I've 2 that I really like, one is like freaking 102-year-old violin, looking sexy, sounding ORGASMIC.
I know it sounds wrong, but, it's really that nice.
Anyway, few more weeks to go for this month.

13th November - Rendra's gig at Laundry bar (should come coz tempered mental, 40 winks and reza salleh will be playing as well)

14th November - Charity concert with Estranged at PJ sivik hall (night)

15th November - Mili'z gig at capsquare 4.00pm
15th November - Bo's gig at capsquare 4.30pm
15th November - Mili'z gig at Titanium Damansara abt 10pm

16th November - Charity concert with Estranged at PJ sivik hall (noon)

18th November - Mili'z gig at Groove Junction, n a set of collaboration with Nick Davis

19th November - Rendra's gig at No Black Tie

21st November - Gig with Lin Yu Zhong and Sheila Majid at Jaya One

23rd November - Peter Hassan's gig at Market Place

And my project submission is on 19th November, so I seriously like duno how to split myself. LOL....

So have to get back to WORK!!!!!!

Album recording sessions.

2008-11-01T03:59:00.000+08:00

Here's part of the pics....

Busy days nvr end...

2008-10-19T01:51:00.000+08:00

Was seriously busy,
hectic days man..
Arghh, anyway, just to update wert am I up to lately.
Currently busy practicing for my own band, Rendra's band, Bo's band, and also some friday performances in college.
Besides, recording for some fwen's projects, and the main concern is!!!!!
Milli'z album, which is my band album.
Album is kinda in the progress now, one song was done, many more to go!!!!
Hectic huh?

Few gigs coming up.
23rd - Bo's album lauching at laundry.
28th - Rendra's gig at no black tie I think.
31st - Jazz gig at Genting
1st - Milli'z gig at Acoustic Jaya
2nd - Rendra's gig at ecofest
8th - Wedding gig
13TH - Rendra's gig at laundry bar
Feel free to drop by larhz.

I've actually taken a lot of pictures of recording process actually, but I've no tyme to upload it, so will share with u guys in the next post :-)

Projects are coming up soon, DIE DIE DIE!!!!!!!
But seriously, the thing that is killing me is da album recording, it's really packed and rush.
Crossing my finger for the album :-)

HK performance trip

2008-10-13T11:29:00.000+08:00

Here's part of the pics,
fwens were bugging me so much to upload it... here u go.

How?

2008-09-28T16:53:00.000+08:00

12.37 pm,
a message from Wuan Xi, woke me up.
And shocked me too!!!!!
The trip has changed the date, 3rd-7th instead of the 2nd-6th Oct,
trust me, it's a bad thing, as I've arranged ma schedule for works nicely, and now, it's all totally messed up.
I've projects submission on 8th Oct, which is like a day after I come back from HK.

No doubt, I've to have my laptop traveling with me in HK.
For the purpose of finishing up all my projects. 3 projects, ain't easy man.
Could never escaped from hustle man.
Wish I could be a robot or sth, could finish up everything within a day.

It's been a while

2008-09-26T14:06:00.000+08:00

Sorry peeps,
was really busy rushing my projects.
Hectic days never end. How sad :-P
Still doing good, not dead yet, still alive.
Too MUCH projects, it's just simply uncountable, but, extremely little tyme.
Have to go off the country soon, so yea, have to finish them a week before the submission so dat I wont have to carry my lappy off the country while traveling and performing.
Have to work my ass of to finish 'em man, coz a lot of hard work.
Currently working on 2 jazz pieces, one is for Hannah's performance, nice song though, and the other one, which is a song from Spyro Gyra.
Had to learn quite a number of emo songs from Rendra, for the gigs which are coming up soon.

Will be leaving to Hong Kong next Thurs, with the orchestra.
We're actually going there to perform, participating an International Music Festival which happen every 2 years.
Last 2 years was happening in Beijing, trust me, that was a really nice one.
So, we're kind of like representing Malaysia for participating that, but yea, dun wow or werteva, we're not as good as u think. LOL
Bad news at the same tyme, which is, I've to really rush my things off before leaving.
Another gig at No Black Tie actually, but I'll be going off to HK so, yea, cant perform.

Starving rite now, just woke up like 2 hours ago,
current tyme is 2.26pm. I'm craving for meatballs from IKEA!!!!!!!!!!!!
By the way, an anticipated Raya wish to Uma and every muslims.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA!!!!!!!!!!!

She left.

2008-09-15T15:21:00.000+08:00

First of all,
tis post is gonna be a lil sad, emo.
Yea,
rushed all the way back to kl yday, 4am.
We drove damn fast, as we reached in 2.5 hours tyme,
was wondering if we were caught in the speed trap or not.
Rushed all da way back der for the sake of sending my sis,
she was leaving to uk for studies.

We had our last lunch, and dinner,
chilling at the DOME in queensbay mall.
And again, at the airport as well,
watching her packing and weighting the luggage, checking in.
Had camming session for while, with everyone.
At last, she hugged everyone, kissed ma mum and dad, with the tears rolling down her cheeks.
Saw the sadness deep inside my mum and dad's heart,
tears went down itself on my mum and eldest sister's face.
Dad was like so worry, da first time ever having a kid going to off the country for studies.
But thank god, she went der together with the bf, for studies as well.

Guess now it's the tyme she lands Manchester d.
U know, its just very sad to see ur dearest sibling going off the country for like years???
I mean, Im seriously worry. As in, it is still somewhat a foreign country,
and everywhere is dangerous nowadays.

Waiting for her sms now.
Anyway, all the best to u sis, Love ya.

Welcoming new lives to the world

2008-09-04T00:41:00.001+08:00

It's been a while since my last post,
sorry.
Was really busy with gigs, projects and stuffs.
Anyway, just got back from a gig at Cloth & Clef which is located at Changkat Bukit Bintang, it was a real cool gig, as we really had fun.
Still can rmb the face of Savy on the stage man,
we were like going up the stage and jam only, as we didn't have any practice before dat.
Hahahahaha, got on the stage and just whacked. Finding out the keys, chords, and played along with it, it was cool! No mistakes :-)

I know it's a bit too late for me to announce this but, yea,
my golden retriever, Paula, had gave birth on last Thurs.
So, I had 5 puppies now, muahahahahahaahahahahaha.
Went back to Penang for 2 gigs, got the chance to have a look on those new living creatures, hahaah, the cute cute puppies.
Sorry, didn't manage to take any pictures of it, as I was really busy when I was back in Penang.
Was busking at Little Penang, a flea market located at Upper Penang Road, it was cool as we actually grabbed everyone's attention :-)

On that nite, we had another gig in Church Street Cafe, a bistro with vintage decoration.
And the boss actually told us that it was like the first tyme ever a band actually grabbed audiences/customers' attention, and get them sing along.
We were kinda flattered. Did a cover song which those audiences really really love it.
Yellow by Coldplay.
Had fun :-)

Anyway, didn't get to sleep last nite as I was rushing my projects.
No rest at all, then rushed to Cloth & Clef for gig.
Pretty tired rite now, but can do ntg abt, still have to study for my Western music history assessment tmr.
Wish me larks.
Ya, feel free to drop by for upcoming gig on this friday at Damansara Jaya cafe.
Not sure abt the name of the cafe, but it's sth like that. Its just located at the shop lots rite opposite of University Malaya.
Will be playing a set with my band, Mili'z and another set for Nick Davis.

Alrite, gotta ciao.

Loads of work to do

2008-08-19T02:23:00.001+08:00

As weeks go by,
unconsciously mid term is getting nearer and nearer,
where I've to hand in really lotsa projects.
Arranging, research method, rock ensemble...
Its gonna be hectic weeks onwards, and I might not be having enuf tyme to finish them all,
as, it needs lotsa concentration, efforts, hard works.

But, the main prob is,
ntg is getting me motivated, I'm still lagging in my world obliviously.
Rohnie's wonderland....

Yea, feeling kinda sad,
ma sista is gonna fly to UK really soon, abt less-than-a-month tyme.
For further studies,
anyway, wish her lucks in everything, just be safe.

For once in a while...

2008-08-16T01:05:00.000+08:00

For once in a while,
I felt really enjoying playing on stage.
I mean,
I alwiz enjoy playing on stage but tis tyme is just different,
as in I really had fun!

Today was my Friday performance,
it's some kind of like assessment which I've to work out in a band,
and there would be judges to assess me.
So,
I did a combination of two song, two totally different style,
in a 2 piece band, which is duet between and me faz!
It was so fun.
Those 2 songs were 'hands down' from dashboard confessional and an original song called 'celtic blue'.

It was pretty hard u know,
as in, I've to solo all the while and everyone could hear me really clear!!!!!!
Doing duet is so stressful huh!!!
LOL.
It was pretty successful as in audiences were really enjoying the music,
but I know I didn't play really well..
Hahahahahahahaa...
Werteva, just wanna pass :-)

Matches are really tempting!!!!!

2008-08-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

Because of my stupidness,
I'm now feeling so damn tempted coz of the olympic volleyball matches.
Shyt shyt shyt.
China team was grouped into group A which has all the f*cking good teams like Cuba, USA, Japan, Poland.
So, every group match just seems like final.

Yea, back to my stupidity's thing.
I was actually wanted to install Astro in ma house, but I duno y,
maybe my brain got stuck up or retarded sth..
I didn't do that,
and I just decided to install it this week.
Which I've just called and did everything this morning,
and that dude told me that usually it takes abt 5-7 working days, I was like wert the FUUUUUK..

Currently China had won 2 matches over Poland and Venezuela.
3 more group matches to go... Exciting exciting!!!!!
I'm a super big fan of china team so yea...
Any matches that have sth to do with china team, its gonna be big matters for me!

Struggling

2008-08-08T19:41:00.000+08:00

Just got a phone call from Bo,
asking me to play for a gig tmr.
I was like ok....
'Give me half an hour tyme,and I'll let u know''
Its gonna be a 3 piece band, and I've a gig at nite tmr...
Was struggling underneath ma heart,
whether shud I or shudn't I play.

And finally I said yes, coz his gig is gonna be at late noon,
at heritage row.. HHAHAHAH..
And the other one will be at nite. :-)
I just can't help coz his songs r just too pretty,
damn nice, damn soothing, relaxing...
He's gonna be so flattered if he sees this.
Shhhhhh....

Bingo. I've guessed it right!

2008-08-05T17:48:00.000+08:00

That's y I always trust my own feeling.
as I always have an instinct of wert's gonna happen to myself.
And, guess wert,
it just happened according to wert I've expected.
An answer that I've got, which was just so right,
so accurate, explained everything.
How nice would it be if I've this kind of instinct towards jackpot.
I'm like nvr will be good in this field, as it always end up badly.
Its just all abt myself, putting too much hope, being spazze,
being an idiot who's seeking for a coincidence hope which will nvr come.
It happened few tymes before,
and I'm wondering y m I still behaving in the same way.
Putting so much efforts, paying so much from the bottom side of my heart which I've alrd knew that I wont be getting any pay back,
but I just did it willingly.

It's just me.

I'm sorry.

2008-08-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

A first post of the month,
shud it be started out sadly? or happily?
Of course I wish it would be a happy one's, and hopeful one's,
and yet the cheering one's.
But too bad, thing doesn't go smoothly all the tyme.
Currently sitting on ma bed, posting the first blog of the month,
while waiting for the tyme to pass so tat I could go for practice.
It was supposed to be at 1030 but due to some misunderstanding between Bo and the studio worker, so it has to be delayed to 12am.
I know its pretty sucks, as I've to do a proposal for my research topic today,
where it has to be presented in the class tmr, and my mind is like totally blank.

Back to the topic,
I know dat I'm annoying.
But, I jz cant help with it.
I just care of everything, maybe,
it's just a wrong way of mine in presenting it.
Anyway, its just simply my own interpretation or u can say it as prediction,
but me, myself, seriously found it pretty annoying.
Maybe I was just being too spazze, which has totally covered my rationality.
I wish I could put everything that is bouncing in my mind into words,
but there's too much.
I would rather let things go naturally for now, as it's supposed to be.
Changing my track from metal rock to some smooth jazz,
behaving like a normal human, and stop being a PARANOIAC.

Just wanna let u know, u're important to me.
Seriously, I mean it.
I'm sorry for being an asshole.

It's abt tyme to go,
just wanna update u guys that I will be having a gig on tis wed nite,
playing a set for Bo, a happening singer-songwriter at Bukit Bntang.
And another gig in some lounge in Genting klang I think,
on tis sat nite, playing for Peter Brown and Markiza.

Insomnia kills.

2008-07-22T02:29:00.000+08:00

I'm like nvr could get rid of instant noodles,
they're like my fwens nowadays! For like every single day?
MSG is like my closest fwen ever?
Ok, forget abt it.
I'm so free rite now,
I mean for this week, as I was so busy for the passed few weeks,
its like totally a big contrast.
Out of no where,
I feel like blogging again.
New way of blogging nowadays,
unlike the old tyme, sitting on a chair, staring at my laptop and type.
Instead of dat,
I sit ma bed, looking at my clothes, haha, and blog.
Was reading my fwen's blog just now,
which is actually really tempting to me.
He was a student like 2 months ago, but he's a graduated air steward now,
flying all around the globe.
Saw some of the pics of him which was taken in Seoul,
fun man, traveling is nvr be not fun.
How I wished I had the money and the tyme to go traveling everywhere.

Started to dream again.
''Hey now, hey now, Don't dream it's over''
Hahah, the song suddenly crossed thru my mind.
An old hit song ya.
Went for class today,
the lecturer was pretty sucky, as he cant really teach, plus his egoism and sarcasm.
Sorry to be so mean but he was the one who behave that way!
One of ma classmate was asking question, where she would expect him to answer and make things clear.
But, in order of answering the question, he kinda embarrassed ma fwen in the class,
I was like wtf!
Oh, just to update, the gigs went pretty well last week, songs were doing good, audiences were chilling.,
but I didn't manage to perform for the Sunday's gig, as I wasn't feeling well.
Feel pretty guilty man, sorry to Peter Brown.
No more gigs for this month at the moment, but another gig in August for Peter.
Johor bahru's gig in Sep, my own band and another gig in Bangkok in November, playing with the band beat the system.
Feel really honored to be the featured violinist in the band-beat the system for the upcoming gig in Bangkok, hahaha, and yet, Im feeling nervous and pretty stressed out as Im gonna do sth really kao kao heavy kind of metal rock song.
New experience though.

Damn salute Ling's cousin bro,
he is like so pro in taking pics.
He was like lying on the floor and crawling here and der just to get good angles to take our band's pics.
And the thing is, the room was like sooooo damn packed with audiences, and he managed to crawl here and der! And it was FOC.
Thanks him heaps man!

Exhausted.

2008-07-17T03:54:00.000+08:00

As usual,
posting tis blog middle of the night again,
it's 3.55am rite now, just came back from band practices.
Finished class at 8pm den rushed all the way to Peter Brown's house for practice,
den rushed all the way to Bukit Jalil for band practice at 10pm.
Didn't even have anything for dinner,
just had a bowl of curry-flavoured-maggie mee...
Oh ya,
my band is having a gig on tis Sat at KLCC, The Apartment,
feel free to come, starts at 9.30pm.
There'll be another 3 bands as well.
And another gig which Im gonna play for Peter Brown for the Singer songwriter Festival on tis Sunday at Klpac pentas 2.
There's gonna be bunch of happening singer songwriter there, feel free to come as well, starts at 3pm.

Anyway yea, I'm actually here to post abt the gig at Kampar.
It was seriously awesome,
lotsa cool rcok bands.
And I knew my fwen from the band, Beat The System for so long d, and tis is like the very first tyme I watched them playing live,
they were seriously good, nice music, kicked-ass-arrangement, tight band!!!!
Hahaha, fortunately he doesn't has the my blog's link or else my fwen is gonna be like so FLATTERED!
Saw Psycho Anthem as well, they are good! And also Symphonia.
Actually we liked tis gig basically is bcoz we didnt have a guitarist to perform with us, where we had a really small set up but it sounded full.
Hahaha, we had a vocalist, keyboardist, violinist and a drummer.

By the way, these are the pics taken by a pro-photographer.
Hahaha, a freelance photographer. Pretty cool rite?
The gig was seriously tiring, as it was an energetic show,
plus we were like rushing down to kampar then rushed back to kl early in next morning.
Was pretty killing. Hahaha,
wish me larks for next 2 gigs on weekends.. :-)

Slacker's life.

2008-07-08T20:51:00.000+08:00

As I came back to Penang,
I seriously became a full-tyme-slacker.
Its fun to be one though, I mean once in a blue moon.
Met quite a number of ma fwens who had just came back from oversea,
great talk, and of coz, great food and drinks to accompany.
I'm like becoming so lazy once I've got back here,
I wake up later than 12pm everyday, as I sleep really late, or I shud put into another words, very EARLY in the morning.
Insomnia kills.
Trust me, it kills me tenderly.

Had really great tyme with my dogs.
They're jsut so cute, so adorable.
Jogging with them almost everyday, playing volleyball, hanging out with fwens, drinking, eating and sleeping.
Tis is basically how ma life is for current moment.
Oh ya,
I went for a haircut last few days.
Same old hairstylist, ma fwen, she had me a new funny kind of fringe.
And I look some sort like Ah Wong rite now, funny huh?
Fuh, but not bad wert, fresh look! LOL

Was checking the fees and schedule for next sem,
and found out that my class schedule for next sem seriously sucks to the max man!
I've to stay back at skul until 8pm 2 days in a week.
I was like WTF.
Ok fine, its still kinda fair enuf as my schedule is actually quite free.
But, arghh,
once I get back to KL, trust me, Im gonna be busy until I would actually hang maself.
Gonna have practices for gigs, teachings, studying and so on.
Having a gig in Kampar on tis coming sat,
its quite a big gig though, as there're gonna be quite a number of happening bands going.
And another acoustic gig in KLCC the apartment on next sat 19/7.

And yea, Lina owes me a meal to jugoyah!
*thumbs up*

Lately.

2008-07-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

Currently back in Penang,
being a full tyme slacker.

Anyway, ntg much happening to me lately.
Love takes tyme. :-)
I dun like rushing stuff, I would sling away from that.
Or even run away.

Oh ya,
was having a gig on last sat with ma band, Mili'z.
It was seriously a big event man, was actually an art festival organized by KLUE magazine in Klpac.
It was so fucking packed and crowded, they had like 40 over bands to play on that day.
We were placed in the acoustic set as usual,
performing together with all those happening ppl like Mia Palencia, Paolo, Yuna, Otam, sei hon, Jerome Kugan.
We were kinda enjoying,
we ( as usual - Me, Ling, Michelle, Melinna)
We played 7 songs, inclusive of 2 latest songs written.
Will post the video once I get it from Ling.

Saw Estranged and auburn playing outside,
on the stage, they were really rocking. :-)

Was playing a hotel gig in Impiana hotel last wed,
it was pretty ok.
Was shocked... seriously.
I was told to perform solo,
but accidentally, when I was actually waiting in the lobby,
two fella came, with double bass and piano,
I was like.. OMG.
So, we jammed on the spot, played all the jazz pieces,
was kinda screwed up initially, hahaha, since I didn;t even know them and I nvr even played with them b4.
And the pianist was like a lecturer that teaches contemporary stuff in Sedaya, she didn't even play all those song with a single piece of music sheet.
Then, the bassist was like a conductor in orchestra, who performed in hotel permanently, without any sheets as well.
So, yea, now u know how stressful I was huh?
LOL.
Played 3 sets of songs, not too bad though.

Another gig's coming up next sat, 12th July.
In Kampar, damn far rite?
Hahaha, gonna practice our asses off for that gig, LOL.
Its a event which named Rocking and Busking 08.
Wish me lucks.

Fcuked up.

2008-06-30T01:03:00.000+08:00

I'm demander at the moment,
trust me, everything is just a mess, blardy stuck up.
It's not dat I want to complain but,
it's simply just a fault of being an organized person.

I wonder y thangs just go wrong at the same period,
can;t it be just happening separately, instead of all together.
Everything is jsut not going so smooth today.
Having ma fingers crossed to have better days ahead.

I HATE PPL BREAKING PROMISE.

Chilling.

2008-06-13T17:27:00.000+08:00

Sorry yea, I know I've been posting pictures of food since like few days ago.
But, I just couln't help with it, they're so tempting! Muahahahaha
Penang is definitely not a good island for dieting.. Hahaha.

Yesterday, went out with ah wei,
since he was having an off day.
Went off to Penang, to penang road,
had my brunch der!
Went der by taking a ferry.
Have not been Q-ing up for ferry since like months ago.

Trust me, the laksa was so damn nice, and the cendol!!!

And fried kuey tiaw.

In this small yet very old style, 'vintage' kind of restaurant.

Its gurney plaza's sidewalk.
Where I used to hang out a lot with buddies when I was still in high school.
Was having tea at DOME.
Looking at teenagers passing by my table carrying school bag,
the first thing ever came to ma mind was.... IM OLD
Hahahah, as Im now looking at those ppl carrying skulbags instead of me, maself carrying it.

Movie + Laksa

2008-06-11T20:50:00.000+08:00

Yea,
finally we went out for breakfast today, altho it was late breakfast but still,
it was good.
Hokkien mee, with Li, wen, zm, oke, jellyman.

Then,
yea, again ntg to do, as my fwen was putting me on.
PPK me!
So den I came up with a movie plan.
I was craving so much for Kung Fu Panda since last few days,
finally I was gonna watch it!
Had my late lunch with wen in Starbucks. :-)

My lunch, Shepherd's pie and java chips frappucino.

The shy wen? Shy ma arze!!! LOL

Sohai.. Hahaha, she's the legend!

Wen took it when I was talking... like duh.

Kung fu panda was nice!
Had fun in the cinema though. LOL
Oh yea, there was a very catchy line from the movie, which I stil rmb.
Yesterday was history, tomorrow is mystery, and today is a gift, that's y its called present..
Cool huh? LOL
After movie, doing wert?
Eat again lorrrrrrr.
Was having laksa at the night market.

Everyone was enjoying! :-)

A 'real' day

2008-06-10T00:28:00.000+08:00

Finally,
today is like the only day that I didn't feel bored ever since the moment I came back to Peanng.
Hahaha, went out with buddies! Finally!
Went for lunch and tea tyme together.
Bull shyting non-stop-ly all the way.
Was out with vivien, tk, yeong li, ah wei, kok eng, zm, jellyman, chuan quan.
Felt so nice, as I nvr been hanging out with them for like seriously AGES!

Went to vivien's house after lunch,
were having like small party der, was damn noisy!
Trust me.. We're seriously noisy!

They were like so concentrating rite?
Guess wert? They were so KUT LAT coz were learning how to use PHOTOSHOP.
Like duh.... rite?

Tea tyme.
The best-est ais kacang ever! and CHEAP!!!

Trust me, it's like so much fun of messing up a pic by using photoshop!
Hahaha. One word. FUN

Yea, it's my room.
I know its messy, coz im gonna sleep soon plus I was laying on the bed just now, so yea.
Anyway, who cares????????
Love my room, and I'm blogging in my room now.. feel so GOOD!
UTTERLY GOOD!

Tiger.

2008-06-08T18:21:00.001+08:00

Yea,
Im sure that u guys heard abt him.
He had been living together with me for more than 6 years i think.
He's just so close to me!

Started to miss him like hell ever since I went to KL.
And now I'm back in my hometown.
Feeling damn good to be with him again!
He's just too cute to be true, to me. :-)

Its him, slept on my foot.

He's damn hygienic, he cleans his paws all the tyme!

The innocent him.

He just like to mix around with humans. I mean family members.. :-)

The sleepy him. :-)

Isn't he cute?

Origami lesson

2008-06-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

I've sth to share.
I've learned how to make rose origami.

Left one's was mine.
And the right one was ''teacher's''
Mine is better rite? Muahahahahahah

Bored.

2008-06-07T18:18:00.000+08:00

Went for volleyball yday,
played extremely wild... hahaha
Played from 8am-11am.. Then, another session from 4pm-7pm.
Had lotsa fun yday, seriously,
nvr been feeling that way for so long!

And, now, I started to feel the pain.
Hahahaha! Its been a while since the last tyme I played sport extremely,
so, yea.
Oh ya, everytyme I would just get cold whenever I come back to Penang,
coz ma room's temperature is so so so so darn cold.

Woke up at 9am today,
was talking to my sister, and my own voice wowed me!!!
Hahhaa, it was so so so so darn bad.
But sexy though!
Accompanied mum to get a new hp, pretty nice though.
And now I'm using her old hp, which is still very new and cool.
Was really so bored, as it rained non-stop, can't go out and ntg to do.
So, followed my mum for facial again.

Anymore, I shud have gone as well, since my face's condition is like so bad rite now.
Back to my home sweet home now, duno wert to do.
Slacking around.
Waiting for dinner and might be going out with buddies tonite.
Shud I or shudn't I? hahaahahaha

Living in the crazy country.

2008-06-07T00:53:00.000+08:00

I know,
its been a while since my last post.

Was busy, and didn't wert to blog as well.
U know, blogging does require inspiration! :-P
I'm so gonna be dead soon,
by living in this crazy country!

Everything is increasing the price!
Petrol is the bomb man! Increased for like 42%....
Eat sand or having a car with an empty fuel tank?

Im so gonna sell ma arze to pay for all these man.
Idiotic.
After a day of complaining, and again,
I saw the newspaper today morning.
Electricity is increasing the price as well!
Another 12% of increasing, I should better die.

I mean, the petrol one's was seriously too sudden, and it was really making a big different for everyone!
I mean, instead of increasing 42%, y dun they make it twice 20% each?
42% is just a percentage where everyone can't take it..
It's too much in a shot and SUDDEN!

Malaysia is gonna be dead.
It's a rich country, Im so dead sure!

Determination

2008-05-04T01:09:00.000+08:00

Its 1.11 am now, and I'm still awake,
just finished watching one movie, the anime one's.
Listening to princess mononoke's soundtrack one, the song is just so pretty!
Wonder how people could be someone huge, as in becoming so good and kick-ass.
Of course, they must've worked their butts off to get there.
To be someone huge, hard works are always needed, which is utter expected, coz that's the only way to achieve.
The hard works are always incredible difficult, tough, torturing, where they require a lot from you, which could actually cause u gasping around for air like a halfly-dead-ant that sinks in the water.

Actually, wert I salute the most from those successful person, or someone big is their determination on doing things, as in the heart of achieving things all the way from years to years.
That's just utter amazing to me, and it's just simply a thing that doesn't apply to me, not even quite.
Maybe it did apply to me sometimes, but for sure it doesn't last for more than a week.
People always have dreams, where they're sometimes really big one's,
but we nvr seemed to be working them out, but loitering around instead, or just being a lazy-ass.
Just like me.
As people said ''Success depends of dreams, so go to sleep now''.
I know its pretty funny, but seriously, this LOGICAL philosophy just nicely applied on me.

Since last week, I seriously tried to hold on my determination on doing sth, one of my aim,
and the good news is that, I'm still doing it, moving on,
but, wonder how would it go for the next few days, next few weeks.
I hope it would be going on smoothly as I planned, and also for myself, I shud hold on my determination!!!!!!!
Albeit, my hope is like a paper boat that sinks in water.

I SERIOUSLY SHUD WAKE UP!!!
AFTER HIBERNATING FOR THE PASSED 18 YEARS!

Starving !

2008-04-30T18:50:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Love takes tyme - Mariah Carey

Tyme : 6.51 pm

So darn bored, waiting for ma sister to get home.
Actually, m waiting for the food, my dinner! XD
Starving! Altho I ate quite a bit for my lunch, a bowl of maggie mee with an egg, plus the brunch, but still Im starving!
Was having ear training dictation today, with all the accidentals! It was seriously killing me man!
Halfly dead... ....
And the big deal is!!!
I'm gonna have the final ear training exam next week!!
Aural and dictation... Holy cow dung!

Nothing much which I'm up to recently,
just started practice a lot on my cello and a bit on violin too, I duno y, but just felt like practicing, and I shud!
Oh ya, I'm kinda addicted to anime recently, not the series one but the movies!
Bought a pack of DVD which has 17 anime movies in it, which written by the same artist who wrote and drew totoro!!!
Muahahaha,
I know Im pretty lame as I just found now, where they were so popular like ages back!
FIne... I'm just so outdated, out of the trend ok? Sorry laaaaaa. Hahahaha

Having one recording for Michelle soon, and one performance on this Friday.
Chryl's friday performance, she's doing a song which we like it a lot, and we had fun practicing it! Coz we rearranged it.
Its a song from Patty Griffin called Up to the mountain. :-)
Gonna have hectic days for the entire week man, I seriously have to work my butt off for my aural training exam!
No more slacking around!
Oh, another bad news to announce, my student's exam will be on 23rd of June, where it's pretty rush for her to ready for it!
She has done with those 3 pieces but she has tons of scales to go!
Just hope that she could nail with it man!

Family is planning to go to Bangkok on 21st May - 25th May,
wanted to follow so much, but I guess I cant, since I'm gonna have lotsa things during the next week of vacation!
Fuh,
Shud I? Shudn't I?
Follow my heart!!! Muahahahaha,
but its stumbling! So how how how????

More things to do.

2008-04-24T19:00:00.000+08:00

Was pretty busy for the passed few days,
so didn't have the tyme to post.

Just done with teaching students in Chung Hua,
waiting for wan zhi for dinner at 7.30pm later, I'm starving... :-(
Have more things to do recently,
and also for the next few months, which is really good, so that my life would be more organized.

Nothing much to post actually, coz I'm starving.
Oh yea,
might be going for a gig in Johor Bahru next Saturday, helping up my fren's band, beat the system, but Im not sure yet, as it would be pretty rush for me plus my week is gonna be so PACKED.
Furthermore they are playing those gothic rock song, which Im not really familiar with.
But, it's not bad to hit a try.
Duno duno duno.
2 performances on friday.
Gonna bathe and get ready for dinner!!! HUNGRY

Foooooooooooood.. yum!

2008-04-19T17:53:00.000+08:00

Saturday! My best day of the week.
Woke up pretty late,
staggered out from my bed at 12 plus, not so late rite?
Ok, fine, I'm lazy-ass, I admit.
Drove ma sister to Tepui in Ampang to have our lunch,
usually it takes me abt 15 mins drive, but today was just different, probably its a Saturday.
It seriously took me like mins to travel from a building to another where usually spend me less than 30 seconds.

Its alright, just chilled, we werent in the rush,
so we reached der after almost 40 mins of driving.
We had baked marinated chicken sandwich, brownie, ice late and ice chocolate.
It was seriously nice, plus the cafe was so cozy and well-decorated.
Nice tunes in there, luxurious designed..

After that, we went to the curve,
just for the sake to shop around at the flea market.
It was seriously hot as we stepped down from the car,
coz it was still middle of the noon.
As I left one sunshade in Vinka's bag, so I just couldn't take as I had to drive without a sunshade, and it was seriously pretty killing me.
I used to have 3 sunshades in ma car, one was lost, and one was left in her bag and another one was just too light, as in the glass's color, doesn't really protect the eyes from the uv and sunlight.

So, I bought one sunshade from one of the stall,
and sis bought 2 Tees too. It was so so so hot, as we had to shop with sweating all over the body.
Went in the dome and had drinks,
and shopped again after the rain.
And again, I bought another sunshade from the other stall, it was funny and cute, so I bought it.. LOL.

Just reached home,
to have some rest, and gonna be out for dinner in an hour tyme.
Planning to go to the coconut house,
trust me, the food der are all so delicious, plus the nice environment.
These places are seriously murdering my wallet, but, it's just too good to be true as I really feel tempting over it!
Spent a lot for food these few days as sister came down.
Had dinner at TGI Friday last nite, ate a lot man..
Fuh..
gotta rest..

I hate ''PROMISES-BREAKER''

2008-04-19T01:20:00.000+08:00

Ok,
as I titled the post above, its farking obvious tat I'm so pissed,
and definately,
someone was really getting on my nerves!!!

Well,
u know that I hate it, but y did u do so???
Yea, it might be not a big deal to u, but it is to me!

I was so sleepy like few mins ago, but I'm so AWAKE now!
I almost dozing off when I was actually laying on my bed, but I told myself I shudn't!
I didnt even take a snooze!

I know I sounded grumpy, sulking throughout the whole post.
But, just let me blabber.

Well, it doesn't really seem to work,
as I dont feel better after sulking all these in blog..
Arghhh

Plans...

2008-04-18T00:05:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Superman - Mia Palencia

Tyme : 12.06 am

Listening to Mia's latest album now,
yea, I love her voice, she can sing darn well, and she was from ICOM,
a senior of mine, who graduated way earlier before I went in ICOM.
She wrote all the songs and lyrics in the album, they're all cool.

Sis just came down to KL this morning,
we all spent our tymes together for dinner at Midvalley, in one Vietnamese cuisine.
The food were not bad though, and the portion was really kinda big,
so it was so filling.
Bought Mia's album, and groceries.

Just done with playing cello, packed it up, came into my room, listening to the album that I've bought.
Nice.. so relaxing, plus nice arrangements!
Started to look into my diary, and I realized like that I've seriously lotsa things to do for the next few months.
I've few projects to hand in in week 20,
one song to compose, sequence, one research.
And I've my final in week 21,
which is gonna be really hard for me.
Advanced contemporary is killing and malaysian music history too.
And yet, I'm gonna have the killer ones too, which is EAR TRAINING!!!!!

After finals, there are more things coming up!
Student is gonna have her violin exam soon, and she's not up to the level yet, and it's seriously freaking me out.
Chung Hwa High School's orchestra will be having intensive training from 1st - 4th of June, where I've to attend at least 3 days. And the cello section is pretty bad as they nvr had anyone to teach them previously.
I've my own orchestra's practices too in May and June, which is gonna be very tiring as I've to travel all the way back to Bworth for rehearsing.
24th, 31st May, 14th June - 2.30-9.30pm

31st May, helping out one orchestra for their concert.
And Im sure that they'll be having lotsa practices before the concert, where I've to attend like quite a number of practices a week before the concert.

21st, 22nd June, helping out PCCO, an orchestra too, for the concerts.
And, the same, I've to go for the practices on almost every weekends start from next week.
September, lotsa practice for my own orchestra back in Penang.
2nd - 6th October, going to Hong Kong for attending one art festival with my orchestra, to perform.
It's like representing one orchestra from Msia.
Tiring huh?

Time to recuperate

2008-04-14T13:50:00.000+08:00

Last week was a really tough week, tiring and seriously drove me NUTS.
As I mentioned, I went back to penang just for a concert, and was staying there for less than 18 hours.
Mum said that I was insane as I rushed all the way back the sake of watching that concert.
She blabbered and mumbled when I got in the car after getting out of the bus, albeit she was pretty happy to see me, I KNEW IT.. LOL
Early in the morning, again, Wuan xi drove me back to KL. It was kind of fortunate that she did actually drive me back, cause I was seriously so exhausted.

Trust me, it was a tedious journey as rushing from a state to another twice in 2 days, which was one tyme for each day.
And yet, I had teachings after reaching KL.
I wonder how did I manage to do that anyway.
As I said last week was a real hectic week, as I had 1 song to hand in and 1 research to do, plus... My performance exam on friday.
Felt like taking drug to relieve my pressure man! LOL.

Went to Kepong for lunch AT 4PM with wuan xi, and it was just amazing, cause I've ntg to eat in house.
Back to home again and I headed to the bed to get some sleep straightly as I reached my house.
Had a plan for dinner with Wuan xi at curve but, I overslept.
And they did actually text me quite a number of messages to ask me abt the dinner,
and finally I woke up at around 8pm. Staggered out of my bed, and sat on the chair, checking my laptop, and I saw pretty lotsa msges from her through msn.

So, I called, and they were actually went asleep!! LOL.
But still, I couldn't deal with my hungriness so I bathed and rushed to their place to pick them up for dinner.
We had BAK KUT TEH, it wasn't really nice though, yea, I know Im demanding, but wert to do? I'm from penang wert.
But still, it was cool for us as we nvr been eating that for quite a long tyme.
After the meal, sent them back, and was driving home.
Out of nowhere, I called yuan zhen, was actually thought of telling her abt the concert.
She was too bored and asked me out for supper, this is like the first tyme ever she asked me out for meal, as I always be the one who asked her out for drinks.

So, we decided to have a drinks or two at mamak stall in bangsar.
And guess wert? I met Uma, Laura, Fook, Faz, Marcell, and so on. I think they probably had just finished watching gig.
Had great tyme with Yuan Zhen, and the day just ended like that.

Time to sleep!!! To recuperate every part of my body.. !

Im surprised.

2008-04-13T14:52:00.000+08:00

In the room now, just done with teachings, and the best part is...
I've no lunch!!!!
Arghh... damn hungry.
After reaching kl from penang, straight away, I rushed to coll for teaching.. then, I'm so darn hungry now.
Guess wert m i having for my lunch?
Pringles and tambun biscuits, yea, i know wert u're gonna say..
"ewwwww, that's suck!''
Werteva, im just so darn hungry, i nit food.

Anyway, u might be thinking that Im like so crazy to go back to penang just for the sake of watching the concert.
Yea, Im pretty insane, I thought of that as well, but after watching the concert,
seriously, I was damn surprised. They were good. They improved a lot.
All the harmonization of the orchestra were barely out of tune, pretty in tune.
I was seriously SURPRISED.
So at least I felt it's worth it for me to rush all the way back to penang for one night only.

Oh ya, I kinda screwed up my performance on friday.
I was playing a rock song, which I though that I shud try sth new, as in the genre.
Ok, I've picked that up and confidently that I would do it pretty ok.
But, it was just not AT THE RIGHT TYME!
U know why? Coz I was performing in week 14, where there were like 4 rock bands performing on that day.
They were like hardcore rockers! Kao kao rock that kind, plus one of the band is like the rockstars band.
Damn it, I was damn stressed out, as I was just the chick of rock.
Plus, I've just got maself an emo intro a day before the performance, which is started out with cello solo.
And trust me, its damn hard, I had like less than 12 hours to practice only.
Deducted with the bedtime, basically I had like 4 hours to practice for that part.

But, anyway, thanks to my band.
They were really good! well done!
Thanks to uma, omar, joe, laura, jarred, bhanu.
And I've got good comments from lecturers though, but still I pretty thought that I screwed up my own performance!~

And, ma... U sounded so emo in ur blog... What's wrong?

The 100th post

2008-03-31T16:27:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Through the fire - Chaka Khan

Tyme : 4.15pm

Sitting on a chair in ICOM's 2nd floor,
doing ntg, coz the blardy class was canceled !!!!
Class was supposed to start at 3pm, and i reached like 3.15pm, walked up to 1st floor, heading to the ensemble room, and I saw the room was dark from outside and I saw der was one paper sticking on the door.
Guess wert?
''Class cancellation. Mr Frank Ong can't make it for the class on 31st March 08, replacement class will be rescheduled. ''
I was like WTF..

Ok, chill, came up to the 2nd floor and doing ntg.
Checking on the biography of Corrinne May coz she's the one who I'm gonna talk abt in my pop ensemble projects.
And yea, now Im kinda boring so I decided to post.
Didnt know wert to name tis post and out of nowhere, I saw my profile stated der which I've posted 99 posts.
So, yea, its basically the 100th posts.
Talked to Yu Ju just now,
I think I might be change to BTP next semester, I seriously found that there's no point of doing degree in lousy ICOM!!!!!!!
Stupid ICOM... everyone is ciao-ing..
I wonder y students that coming to ICOM is like getting more and more.
We're like trying to get out from ICOM, but eventually they're coming to ICOM...

Fuh.. Anyway, its none of business. Haha.
Crap, kinda busy for these few weeks, going for badminton later, which is really cool.
Gonna play again with Uma, Edwin, Marcell, Shirley, Yu Ju.
Have to drive back to Bw on tis coming Thurs.. Which is really tiring..

Okay, i've no idea like wert to say samo, so...
Good larkz to myself.

Shud I?

2008-03-30T01:23:00.000+08:00

I'm stumbling...
seriously...
as in I really duno wert to do. I havent make up my mind yet, either to continue studying in ICOM or going to Berklee.
I mean, of coz going to Berklee would be great but I just dun feel like leaving so soon, plus its gonna be a big burden to my parents as they expected me to go US after 2 years, plus my sister will be going to UK in this coming September.
I know wert m gonna do is go and ask the exact info of everything from Berklee and also the lecturers, but actually I kinda know wert's the answer gonna be.

Its just that, arghh.
This isn't a right tyme for me to go oversea, I mean,
if I speak up, of coz my parents are not going to say no, but I just cant.
Its either doing sound engineering here first and go as the previous plan, go for film scoring or contemporary writing and production after that,
or....
change program and go to Berklee next year. Like the July intake of next year.
Im seriously confused..
Wert shud I do man.. !

Kill me now.

Oh ya, I've got my right eye infected,
its kinda painful though.
Parents came down for sis's convocation, pretty happy to have them here,
its been like quite a while my family nvr got to reunion.
3 things to go start from next week...

- writing a new song in modal key and sequence it nicely
- pop ensemble project which I've to pick a pop artist to talk abt and analyze the music and werteva shit, and trust me, its gonna be very tough for me to do that
- practice with band for my performance exam, and its gonna be hard also, coz my performance exam was placed in week 14 which is the accessment week of coll.

Positive Minded

2008-03-27T17:08:00.000+08:00

Today?
A long day man.
Practice lots for my song, I mean the song that I wanna perform for my Friday performance,
its a rock piece, and the cello part is like kinda kao kao hard wey, but challenging larhz.
I love that song and especially the cello part,
since the first tyme I heard it, I was like I must do tis! I MUST

Ok, anyway,
went for class like usual today, and den went to tesco with adria, edwin and yu ju.
Was buying the food for BBQ tmr!Muahahahah, we were like crazy, bought damn lotsa food.
110 pieces of chicken wings and lotsa beef and etc.
Den, went back to adria's hs and marinaded those meats and also cutting everything.
Its kinda fun though altho it was tiring but everyone seemed like kinda enjoying der, had fun.

Oh ya, there's one thing which really bothering me recently,
which is sth to do with my studies.
I found out that's der's really no point for paying so much for the creditation fees to finish my degree in ICOM. Which is not really good at all.
And it is so ridiculous that we've to settle the total creditation fees which is 14k exclusive of tuition fees and everything in 2 sems, where as I've to study 3 years for my degree which is 6 sems.
Its nonsense, coz wert if I feel like pulling out from the coll half way of studying or ICOM suddenly close?
Stupid larhz!!!!! If they divided the creditation fees into 4 sems then I wouldnt be that angry coz at least its still reasonable.
And the worst is.. Let's say they wan us to settle in 2 sems which is 14K rite, so it shud be 7k each rite? Does it make sense?
But they aint doing that man, I paid like quarter of it for the 1st sem, which is 3.5K, and i'll to pay another 3 quarters next sem which is 10.5k exclusive of the tuition fee!!!!
Its farking a lot man!

So, Im seriously thinking of transfering my credits to Berklee straight away, or to other Uni.
But the problem is, my sister will be going to UK in tis coming Sep, and its really not a rite tyme for me to go oversea in this period..
Arghh... I duno larhz..
Thinking of taking either contemporary composition and producing or film scoring...
I seriously duno wert to do..
I duwan to think abt it, but I've to.
How larhz?

Anyway, I knew the truth,
so... BE POSITIVE MINDED, chilling larhz.

Could it be?

2008-03-24T22:25:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Black bird - Evan Rachel Wood

Current tyme : 10.28pm

Ntg much abt today, went out for lunch with wuan xi,
den, went to DBKL hall for asking for the info of renting the hall, but!!!!
Guess wert? The hall is under renovation now, which is gonna be closed until next year!
Kinda bad lark rite? So most probably gonna ask the other hall in PJ.

Then, went for class at 3pm, pop ensemble class.
We jammed 2 songs, which were taking chances and elevation. Not so bad though, kinda had fun in the class.
Muahahahahz, then waiting for tyme to pass, and drove off from coll at 5.20pm.
Was heading to sunway pyramid, had dinner with rayden at zanmai sushi.
Just got back to hs for not so long,
bathed, did laundry jobs and sitting here listening to song.
Kinda happy today.... Muahahahahahahahah

Random feeling.

2008-03-21T12:48:00.000+08:00

Current tyme : 12.49pm

Current tune : Someday - John Legend

Its been a while I nvr posted any blogs.
In ICOM's recording studio rite now,
waiting for my recording session at 1pm, Silas's project, his own composition though.
A sum sort of film scoring song, VERY NICE. Muahahahahaha.
Waiting alone in the recording studio, listen to August rush's soundtrack,
its a farking nice soundtrack man! Every single song in the album is just too cool to be true.
Hans Zimmer is the bomb man!
Thinking of wert song to play for performance rite now,
most probably a song from the soundtrack named - Elgar/Something Inside, the song is so cool, but wonder if it would sounds cool as I play it..

Kinda boring rite now,
something is just so wrong in me recently, feeling dizzy almost everyday, guess that most probably that Im having low blood pressure.
I even felt very dizzy when I was actually just carrying my cello and violin,
how on earth would it be rite??????
No appetite recently, small portion of food, having bad digestive system..
Fuh, kinda broke recently, bills are killing me, plus I shopped kinda lots last few days, gotta sell ma arze soon!!!
Muahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaahha.

Ok, let's see, wert are the plans for today, I mean later.
Going out for hi-tea with yuan zhen at 4pm,
playing badminton with Edwin they all at 7pm, kinda cool rite?
I love sports man!!!
Oh ya, der's another thing to update u guys! I've way tanner skin now, I look like chindian again now..
As I went back to penang, and I did lotsa sports, was coaching a volleyball team,
playing from 8am - 12pm everyday last week,
so Im so tanned now.. Fuh...
Plus Adria paid me a visit in Penang, brought her to everywhere for food and also water sports at Batu Ferringi, not bad though, as she likes it kinda much!

Para-sailing, muahhahahahaha.. It was fun!

S-T-O-P

2008-03-06T22:31:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Noise of typing keyboard

Tyme : 10.32 pm

Just came back from shopping and dinner with my sister.
Ok, let's c wert was happening today.

Morning,
woke up at like 12pm, went to college for class at 1pm.
Class was kinda cool, learning all he modulation thingy today.
After dat,
went to KLCC with Chryl, she drove me der though, and the happening part is..
She hit my car when she was reversing the car, not so serious though, just the car number plate, and she felt quite guilty of it.
But I was just totally cool, went to one middle east restaurant for food.
It wasnt cheap though plus wasnt that good.
I had lamb kebab, the meat was too dry, just no nice.

Dinner with sister at pavillion,
was dining in a thai restaurant, Celadon, it was good! I love that restaurant, tis is like the 2nd tyme I went der.
Did some shopping after that, sis n I were like gone crazy, we bought kinda lotsa things. I seriously have to cut down expenses d, I spent a lot.
Bought a pair of shorts from pull and bear, it was rm199.90,
it is expensive I know, but I just like it, so wert to do?
Wanted to buy a polo-T and jeans too, but fortunately I was rational enuf at the moment.
Sis bought really lotsa things.

And now, I'm using her laptop to blog.
Nothing much abt today, just need ur blessings for my exam tmr.
And, shud I go back to Penang on tis sat?

My rotten apple is on T-O-U-R

2008-03-06T00:43:00.001+08:00

Current tune : Noise of spinning fan

Tyme : 12.45 am

Its so weird that Im actually using my sister's laptop to blog at tis tyme,
and trust me, its really hard for me to use it.
Sent my laptop to Epi(mac service center) for servicing, coz the screen was distorted AGAIN!!!!
Ok fine, sent it d, as wert the officer told me, it'll take me like 14 days to do it, and HE SAID, it would be USUALLY LESSER than that, ''I'll rush for u'' ...
Probably u guys dun feel a thing abt it, but to me, it was such a BIG PHRASE to say.
So, we shall see....
Im really that kind of person who cant live without internet and laptop, I mean even though I have a laptop, I do ntg on it but still, sth is just very wrong if my laptop is gone like that.
So tis is how I feel rite now, extremely bored and lonely without it.

Ok, had 2 exams today, one of them was ok, and another was KILLER!
I did badly for my ear training man, and I seriously mean it.
Im so gonna die... I even sight sing the melody in the WRONG MODE! I was like FARK, how on earth could it happens!
Everything was kinda bad, I mean everything tat I did for the ET exam.
Not gonna think abt it anymore, hope I could do better on the dictation tis coming Friday.
Evening,
was supposed to go for movie with my sister,
met up wan zhi and wei yun at the curve and had tea together.
Accompanied sis for dinner and she told me that she couldnt make it for movie,
IT IS SO HER....
As wert I've expected, fortunately I had another 2 friends to go with me,
so not so bad.
Went to IKEA and finally they have the hangers that I wanted for so long in the store.

Watched movie in cineleisure, FLOOD.
It was kinda a good movie, also most of the scenes were animated, but still story was pretty cool.

Better day tomorrow, and safe journey to my rotten apple!

Dying.

2008-03-04T20:56:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Never Again - JT

Tyme : 8.57 pm

Finally, I've done with my Contemporary projects, done with sequencing and also the lead sheet.
The only thing is to analyze chords tmr after printing the sheets.
It sounded really cool huh as I said I've done with my project,
but, its just totally not.
Having Malaysian Music History and Ear Training exam tmr, so gonna die for Ear Training.
Its the killer man! Damn tough, duno wert tyme only can I go to bed later.
4 chapters to practise, having aural exam tmr,
pls kill me or... kill Mr Sze.. LOL....
Havent even get started to study for tmr's exams,
I hope it won't be hard tmr. Arghh... Tough man!

Wish me larkz

Trying.

2008-03-03T12:27:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Cello Sonata (freaks u out rite?) lol

Tyme : 12.28pm

Came back from the first class today like 11 plus, then tidy up my room, did all the cleaning jobs,
and now sitting on the chair typing blog lor.. By looking at my distorted screen laptop. LOL.
Oh ya, wondering y m I listening to classical piece rite?
Hahaha, bcoz Im T-R-Y-I-N-G to get the peaceful environment, TO WORK ON MY PROJECT!!
Have a clean and peaceful environment, wert else is left?
Meditation!!! LOL, nah...
I feel like Im in the heaven now, wert da..
Shyt, I've just got th chords for Intro and Verse, tans to go, sequencing somemore.
Oh ya,
didnt work on my project at all for the passed few days, coz was helping my fren out for the orchestra's performance,
I really shudn't have done that, but wert to do, they're my good fwens, so MUST HELP!
Hahahha, but at least I feel happy of doing so larhz,
kinda having fun as well.

Current chatter : Peggie

She's asking me to go to midvalley at 6 pm.
Its kinda late huh, plus it would be VERY VERY JAM!
Hahaha, actually I dun mind going if I dun have projects to do, I mean who doesn't feel great of hanging out with fwens rite? LOL.
I really feel tempted though, but studies come first!
Hahahahah, its so not Rohnie man! Tis word did actually came out from my mouth, woohoo, its a big word huh?

Ok, tis is so not gonna work things out, after listening like few classical tunes, it turns me nuts, I started to yawn and I could c ma bed is SEDUCING me! HAhahahaaaaaa.
So, Im listening to Eric Clapton now, and it's getting much better.
I nit inspiration! Inspiration for RnB, 7th chords!!!!!

IM TRYING TO LOVE THE CRITERIA!!!!!
T-R-U-S-T M-E.....
hiak hiak hiak

Exploding.

2008-03-01T16:42:00.000+08:00

Current tune : Superwoman - Alicia Keys

Tyme : 4.45 pm

Argh, posting here coz Im really gonna die if I dun give myself a break.
My brain was cracking and its seriously gonna explode soon!

Why?

Coz Im now writing songs!!!
I've got my intro and verse, but I just couldn't get nice chords progression for prechorus and chorus!
Sucks!
And I'm just having no mood for composing now, plus...
Was thinking of sequencing part of the song first but, the problem is, there's no RnB soul drum loops in apple loop!
Argh, y?y?y?

I'm just too lazy to sequence the drums myself, I really hate it man,
I mean piano or strings or others are still ok,
but just not drums! I'm not a drummer ... :-P

Current tune : Drought - Vienna Teng

Its a nice song though,
she's an ABC... America born chinese, she has funny accent in speaking chinese.
A software engineer, pianist, song writer, vocalist, guitarist, composer.
Talented huh? yea, sum ppl just born to be so.
Unlike me, couldn't even get a good progression for my chorus yet..
Hahahaha, anyway,
kinda bored rite here, nobody is in the house,
just me, alone. With my laptop, headphone, keyboard, pencil, music sheet..

Current tune : Meadows of Heaven - Nightwish

Damn bored, dun even wert to do later, keep on writing song? or going out for dinner with fwen?
I'm seriously an extrovert man, I just cant stay in the house more than 12 hours, I would feel like dying soon. I'm just someone who is afraid of being bored.
Hai, is it only me or every does?

ANYWAY, I JUST WAN SONG TO BE DONE!!!!!

Loser.

2008-02-29T19:02:00.000+08:00

Current song : Amy Winehouse - wake up alone

Tyme : 7.03 pm

Its pretty a nice song,
although she was kinda of copying oldies and reharm it,
but still, it works kinda well.
Nice chords at the starting, nice voice, deep, fat voice.

Just came back from playing volleyball with Wendy and bunch of her high skul fwens.
It was kinda fun, but just,
too bad, raining at around 6.15 pm.
The rain wasn't very heavy so didn't get so wet like last tyme I did.
I'm actually supposed to go to UM,
to listen to the orchestra's practice, for the sake of making those songs better,
but I'm a bit too lazy to go.
Have to drive all the way there, plus my touch n go is out of credit,
that sucks man!

Nah, nothing much about today.
Went to coll at the morning, for Ear training class, was having dictation for chapter 4.
Trust me, it was really hard and Im so gonna die for the accessment next week,
Rhythmic dictation was totally crap!
We had to transcribe 8 bars of rhythmic pattern and, the pattern would just change to double tyme anytyme, and change back, then switch to double tyme again.
Everyone was kinda dead for that.
Arghh, and I haven't get my song started, the song that I've to compose for my project.
I'm just having no mood for composition larhz, plus the criteria requirements suck.

I'd better get everything started tonite as I've accessment next week.
Tans of things to study, practice, work on, but,
my brain is gonna explode soon, as I couldn't even get a good chord progression for intro although I've squeezed my mind.
But, can't let things going like that anymore,
must work things out!!!!!!!!

Blanked mind

2008-02-26T16:15:00.000+08:00

Venue : Icom's practice room no 13

Current tyme : 4.16 pm

Current tune : JT - never again

Sitting in the room, doing ntg,
except waiting for uma to come in for transcribing song together.
Was wondering wert style shud I compose for the next song,
for project. Thought of doing sth really Rnb instead of in between of pop and Rnb.

Listening to Steph practicing next door to me,
she's playing classical piece rite now, which is really good.
She'd really practice I bet.
Anyway,

Current tune : Dave matthew - The Christmas song

2 more songs to go,
I mean the songs which I've to arrange for my fwen.
They're quite freaking me out anyway,
I'm like having no breaks for tis entire week, after arranging tans of songs for my frens,
den I've to start writing the song for project, which I've to pass up next week.
Arghh, that sucks man.
And again, I've to follow the criteria for writing as well this tyme,
n guess wert, tis tyme the criteria is way shit-ter than the previous one,
confusing, tough, hard, difficult......

Waiting for uma still,
after doing the song then I can ciao for dinner and back home,
sounds nice huh??
But, no way!
There's still another song that I've to arrange later at nite!
And trust me, it's really a bad song.

Rohnie aka. B-R-O-K-E-R

2008-02-24T17:44:00.001+08:00

It was quite a hectic week,
fwens came down from Penang.
Teng Kwang, one of my best-est fwen jz came back from Aus like 3 weeks ago,
didnt really manage to meet him up alot during CNY.
And then,
he came down to KL on Tuesday morning,
as he reached KL, I started to become a big spender,
but fun though, I mean how frequent could u ever spend tyme with fren like that in future? so, no complaining, no blaming, and it was really fun.
Went out with bunch of fwens, for eating, drinking, shopping and so on.
And the funniest part,
he missed his flight which was on wednesday nite, 9.30pm.
We reached like 9pm but he just couldnt manage to catch the flight, stupid rite?
Stupid pilot,
Im here seriously cursing him,
as we asked the officer to tell him like thousand of tymes dat its really urgent,
and pilot insisted not to let him get in the plane.

Ok,
I drove him like 30 miles again from airport back to my house,
stayed for another night,
and catch a bus on thursday morning.
Kinda miss him, and he's alrd in Aus.

Vivien, me, tk, flo.

Friday,
Lili's turn. She came down for the sake of watching Jay Chow's concert.
We went out quite a lot,
went for food, oh ya, we even went for movie on friday's nite.
We watched ''Vantage point'', trust me, the movie is really cool.
There was 6 of us, me, lili, pin yun, winnie, pei yu, vivien.

Saturday,
went to curve with them,
then sent them to stadium merdeka at 7pm.
It was surprisingly not as jam as I tot, was kinda smooth.
Anyway, I went shopping with vivien while waiting for lili in the concert.
We were seriously like couple hanging out in the mall.

Juices for us.

Tea tyme.. :-)

So and then, picked them up around 11.30pm,
went to murni for FOOD again.
It was kinda fun,
but Im broke now.. LOL.
And Lili went back d today. And I became lonely again today...

Cut down expenses!

2008-02-17T21:52:00.000+08:00

R-O-H-N-I-E !!!
U did really spend a lot within tis week.

Shit,
wert's so wrong with me,
I spent really quite a number for this week.
And now,
I've financial prob..

Let's rewind.
Monday, just came back from Penang,
bought presents for fwen,
which did really cost me a lot. - 350

Tuesday, went out with Florence,
bought a hoodie from Nike - 229
2 shirts from flea market - 50

Wednesday, went out with Florence AGAIN,
went for a stupid hair cut - 40
bought a cap from Nike - 69

Thursday, went out with Florence A-G-A-I-N,
bought a shirt from Topshop - 96

Friday,
fortunately didn't buy anything.

Saturday, went out with sister,
bought washing machine from senQ - 175(700 in total, mum paid the half, and sis and I shared the other half)
2 carpets from Ikea - 15.90
table lamp from Ikea - 15.90
extension wire from Ikea - 14.90
hangers from Ikea - 20
light bulbs from Ikea - 2.80

Sunday, went out with wan zhi,
bought a CD from CD-rama - 42.90
long pants from G2000 - 159.90

Im so dead man,
n I resigned from the other music center d,
so, I've lesser pays now!!!!!!
How m i gonna survive.

Hectic week.

2008-02-17T21:43:00.000+08:00

Same old story for myself,
teaching on the weekends.
But,
there's something different which is,
my student is gonna take exam on tis coming June - August.
Oh ma gawd,
its really a big task for me,
coz I duwan to be blamed.
Parents will nvr think that their kids fail the exam bcoz they nvr practiced,
but,
its holly teacher's fault FOR SURE.

Yea,
my student is taking Grade 3 exam, she's kinda hardworking,
but somehow, she's slow in reading notes, slow in absorbing lessons,
digesting wert she had learned.
So, I started to worry abt it, I even started to have a planner,
I mean organizer for teaching her,
everything must go as wert I've planned.

24th Feb - Deadline.

Arghhh, Im pretty freaked out rite now,
coz I've like another 6 songs to arrange!
I shudn't have taken the risk of arranging songs for my friend's orchestra.
Its pretty hard and the tyme is too LITTLE!!!!
Which I've to finish arrange 10 songs in 4 weeks tymes.
Trust me,
it's hard, or u can ask Uma... :-P
Yesterday was doing the arrangement with uma at her place,
started at 5pm and we couldn't even finish one song altho it was alrd 9pm.
So we gave up,
do it on our own.
Fortunately the song is officially done today,
doing another song now.
3 down, 7 to go.. Arghh..
Here's our target,

O-N-E day O-N-E song!
wish me lucks,
and I'm seriously so bored rite now.

Something is wrong.

2008-02-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

There's sth wrong between me and my fwen recently,
she treated me differently lately,
which is really bothering me.
We were quite close previously d,
she's sumone who I considered as my good fwen in college,
but,
something jz went wrong recently.

She talked to me differently now,
I've no idea like how to describe it,
but somehow I could feel it.
Its sorta like gap between us,
pretty awkward.
I tried so hard to think,
thinking of wert did I do wrongly previously,
but I jz couldn't think of a thing.
This is really really bothering me right now,
I mean,
fwen means a lot to me,
plus she is like my good fwen,
get wert I mean?

Previously she would asked me out quite frequently,
and we talked a lot.
but now,
the way she talked to me just like talking to CHICKEN FEET.
And she nvr asked me out anymore....
Tried to talk to her,
but somehow I got the feeling which is I was so annoying.

Blessing for our friendship.
Crossing my fingers!

Glamorous? no.

2008-02-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

Although I looked merry on the surface just now,
but I was actually not that cool.
But,
to think rationally ,
solving the prob and setting a better situation
are no doubt had to be at the first place of my consideration.
So,
I had to be cool.

At tymes,
we just have to be rational,
doing sth that doesnt go along with wert'a in our minds.
Lucks,
its like the thing that nvr stopped by in my life.
I seriously doubt of its existence,... ...
Or maybe it did happen once in a blue moon in my life,
which I nvr realized.

Tyme,
it's cunning.
Ppl do say that 'tyme proves everything'.
Yea, I can hardly deny it,
but don't u think that it proves the bad things most of the time?
Or I'm just being negative minded?
Maybe I shud change an angle to interpret things,
but sometimes u just can't.

So,
werteva it is,
stay cool, and let it be.

Song.

2008-02-03T02:02:00.000+08:00

Yea,
Im still up so late coz of composing a song.
For the sake of the projects.
Actually you know wert,
composing a song is fun,
and it could be very interesting if everything goes as u like.
But tis is not,
I've to write them according to the assignment criteria,
chords that I must use for the song,
resolution thingy and so on.
And so,
this composition become a burden for me man!
Chords are killing me,
melody is torturing me,
sequencing is smashing me.

Currently have done with my verse and chorus,
I mean chords,
and yet I've melodies come into my mind.
Have done with sequencing for piano, strings, and some kind of sound effects,
started to feel better,
but when I replayed it over and over again,
it became ugly for me.

Interlude and ending to go,
I think I'd better sleep now and do it tmr.
Guess wert,
after done with composing and sequencing the song,
I still have to do the lead sheet for my song,
in FINALE,
which is the software I hate the most!!!!!!

Junction.

2008-01-26T03:33:00.001+08:00

In our lives,
we meet lotsa junctions,
where we stop there,
make up our minds, decide where to go,
a right turn? a left turn? go straight? or a u-turn.

And this tyme,
I've made up my mind,
tot of it clearly, n I've neither made a right nor left turn,
but going straight instead of making a u-turn.

I guess its not a bad decision though.
Wish me lucks.

Move on? Hold on?

2008-01-24T11:57:00.000+08:00

Its all abt tyme,
I guess.
Tyme explains everything, as ppl alwiz say dat.

Degree.

2008-01-17T18:18:00.000+08:00

Yea,
Im doing my degree now, start from tis sem, tis year.
Good thing abt it is,
I've less subjects to study in a sem,
less ICA which is exam,
but more credit hours for every each of the subjs.

Of course there is bad thing as well.
I'm having 3 morning classes in a week.
''Shut up la, do u wan to c my schedule, or do u wan to exchange schedule with me?''
Ok, chill.
I know that might be wert u wanna yell at me,
or probably something worse.
So, just let me finish it before u nag or shout at me.
I've not been going for morning classes for like ages,
but now...
3 morning classes in a week..
.........
.......

Anyway,
advanced contemporary is quite a difficult subject for me,
I mean it might be the toughest sub for tis sem.
Gotta work it out man,
have just studied a lil bit abt it,
at least still fine,
but jz cant imagine the rest of the topics for the entire sem....

Although its like lesser exams for tis sem,
but there're lotsa projects that I've to pass up.
I've to pass up like 4 own composition in tis semester,
which means, I've to pass up a song in every 4 weeks.
Not just the music sheet with notes,
but also the cd with the song's sequences.

Wish me lucks yea,
altho I really doubt on its existence but still...
LOL

Emptiness

2008-01-16T01:33:00.000+08:00

Out of nowhere,
I felt emptiness in my life.
Previously,
I had my family, orchestras, volleyball team, doggies, a relationship back in my hometown.
Now,
everything seemed to be gone.

Sports?
I dun have a team in KL,
as a volleyball lover, I found myself lost.
Although I'm playing for one.

Orchestras?
Im not playing permanently for any orchestras.
Although I played for few.

Band?
I dun have maself a fixed and permanent band.
Although I play for one.

Relationship?
Dun even wanna talk abt it,
nvr had lucks in that, dun even wanna think abt it.

I should find something so to do,
for the sake of filling up my emptiness....
Muahahahz.

You are? ?

2008-01-05T17:03:00.000+08:00

I knew sth which was bit expected.
But, I could do ntg of it for sure.
It doesnt matter as it had passed.

I hope der's no more.

Space

2008-01-04T03:58:00.000+08:00

Everyone needs space for themselves at tymes,
as well as I do.
They need to have their own tyme to calm down,
clear their minds,
analyzing facts..
As we do always say,
GIVE ME A BREAK...
which explains everything.

As we know how to speak up for a break,
hence, we must learn to give others spaces and tymes when they need.
We must neither be selfish nor inconsiderate,
but cheering and caring.

Understood.

5.29am, Path

2008-01-03T05:28:00.000+08:00

A path that I've taken,
which is neither cozy nor smooth,
but somehow,
I found myself happiness.

But now,
I am stumbling, and yet I could standing up straight;
I am collapsing, and yet I could crawling on the path;
my mind struggles, and yet I could give it up...

But,
does the destiny know?

Clear.

2008-01-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

Trouble and problems have to be settled as it happens.
Not dragging or delaying.

I'm not happy.

Unpredictable.

2008-01-01T22:24:00.000+08:00

What's inside ur brain? ur mind?
I seriously cant answer.
Started to feel hopeless for myself.

Was it a lie?
I don't know. I've lost my rationality.

You never lied,
as I knew who you were, who you are.
But why m I doubting?

If u didn't love me.

2008-01-01T18:36:00.000+08:00

If every drop of water disappeared from the land
And every drop of ocean suddenly turned to sand
That would all be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

What if I woke up and couldn't hear a sound
And all that I could see was darkness all around
That would still be nothing
Compared to what I'd feel
If you didn't love me

If I could have the world and all that money could buy
And I could travel far beyond the moon and the sky
If they gave me golden wings,
well I still couldn't fly
without you, nothing would matter

You and I walk beside each other day after day
But there's so much inside me, I never get to say
My life would be so empty
with nothing left to feel
If you didn't love me
If you didn't love me

Just My Lucks.

2007-12-31T00:07:00.000+08:00

Lucks,
the thing dat I wonder if it ever existed in my life..
At tymes,
I doubt its existence in the real life.

I could say that it nvr seemed to happen in my life,
or maybe I shall say it nvr happened anymore since 2007.
At times,
I thought that I've been blaming too much on lucks,
which is a funny thing,
or I was just being over demanding on everything of mine.

Previously,
I could say that there were many bad things happened on me,
and I learned how to overcome,
was neither making noise nor complaining.

I guessed I was seeking for lucks desperately,
which led me to have such frustrated feeling towards my life as it didnt appear.
Nvr seemed to happen on my studies, relationship, sports, health, wealth and so on.

2008,
will I be better next year? or I shall say start from tomorrow onwards?

Wars.

2007-12-23T20:22:00.000+08:00

They're commonly happening between countries,
all around the globe.
A fight between races, ppl, religion, cultures and so on.
But,
at times they do happen in my HSH as well.
Home Sweet Home.
It always happen between my mum and my dad.
Surprisingly,
there were fightingS happened in my house today.
Between my mum and dad,
my sister and her bf.

Argh,
wert could I do?
Just wanna have a break,
getting out from tis for few moments.
I'm INNOCENT....
SIS, MOM, DAD.. NOTE DOWN MY WORDS,
IM INNOCENT..
GIVE ME A BREAK... :-)

Sometimes..

2007-12-17T19:55:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I'm pretty silly.
When I was day-dreaming...
When I reacted to sumone who I loved...
When I handle things in a relationship..

At times, I feel that I'm pretty unconscious,
as I knew I was silly but somehow I still did it.
I did it out of care?
or for the sake of doing it?

Thing always don't go well if it happened quick or fast.
Rationally,
I knew it, and I knew wert should I do,
but,
unconsciously,
my heart defeats my mind.
I prefer things to go fast, altho I knew it wouldn't even be close to perfect.
I realized this since long tyme ago,
but I just cant overcome it...
Slow things down will always make things clearer, better...
I trust it,
but, I just couldn't ignore my intention of getting everything fast.
Im such a dork ..

2 endings.

2007-12-16T01:17:00.000+08:00

A good one or a bad one.
Ever since sth started to happen,
they're alwiz expected to b good or bad.
It happens to me all the tyme,
of coz I expected for 2 endings, or I shall say, answers.
Altho we were told not to hope so much,
or putting high expectation,
but, it's still a nature that we would have the intention to wish things happen as how we want,
which fulfills us, demanding creature.
Since the day I stepped into coll,
life changed, everything changed.
Of course they did,
different environment, different people, different trend, different thoughs.
As we grow older,
we see more things, n we started to think maturely,
or I shall say rationally.

Recently,
sth just happened to me,
it happened kinda too soon to be true, but somehow it made me happy.
But,
thing doest go so well now,
as in it doesnt go smoothly as I tot it would be altho I've expected,
sumtimes we jz cant overcome the fact that which is saddening,
n without an exception, I am the lousy one's as well.
As I'm not the one who's controlling the whole thing,
so, I can do ntg beside standing aside and watch or wait.
I wanted to make things better, rekindle it,
but,
after thinking for few nights,
I claimed that doing ntg is better than do a single thing.
I mean, just be normal,
I guess this is the best way, n is wert it supposed to be.

Having strange feeling,
not the good one.

A day after my bday.

2007-12-03T03:07:00.001+08:00

Sunday,
which is today.
Was pretty down since all my good fwenz from coll didnt celebrate bday with me,
instead of that, they went for the live n loud concerts.
Ok,
went for teaching and came back at 1pm plus.
Got a msg from Laura n we decided to go pavallion at 3pm.
Took a nap, n woke up late,
so late for the outing.
Reached there at 4pm,
asked her if she's in hurry or not,
coz I need sumone to shop with me,LOL.
She said yes, then we went to Thai express for lunch.

Then shopping,
bought a long sleeve shirt, a pair of jeans and shorts.
Movie after that,
we watched enchanted, n it was pretty funny.
Before that, she made a deal with me abt having dinner at TGI Friday.
Ok, as she wanted to, so I said yes.
Was asking her abt where is everyone,
and she told me everyone was busy with their own thing.
After the movie,
we met up Uma, she joined us for dinner.
During the dining time, I've got a call from friend,
so I walked out from the restaurant to talk,
n suddenly I saw Adria, Mizi, Marchell, Vinka n Chiki.
I was like so shock.

Ok, I started to feel that everything's planned.
Somehow we had our dinner and crapped a lot.
While I was enjoying crapping,
I suddenly saw Flo and Michelle appeared in front of me,
oh ma gawd!!!!
I was like, damn it, they planned it.
After that,
I heard the bell rang,
and the waiters and waitresses brought the cake and walked towards our table,
they started to shout and made noise.
Asked me to stand on the chair,
holding the pepper and say sth to my friends.
I had to pretend that the pepper thingy was the mic..
Then, they forced me to sing a song with uma with harmonization.
we sang happy bday song,
it was so... embarrassing? excited? shocked? fun? surprised?
I duno how to describe.
And then all the waiters came near me and shouted near my ears,
singing the TGI's bday song...
It was pretty fun and I felt so touched! ...

Really thanks to my friends,
I tot yall wont celebrate with me d, since it passed.
But somehow u guys did! Thx, love u bunch.
Thx to Laura aka the planner...
N love u Florence!!!

A day before my bday.

2007-12-03T03:00:00.000+08:00

Friday,
was asked by fwenz to go zouk for the live n loud thingy.
Tompi and maliq were coming.
Was thinking of going,
suddenly,
received a msg from florence.
She invited me for supper at night,
ok,
for the sake of the supper, I didnt go for the concert.
My schedule was pretty messed up at night,
kept on waiting for 10.30pm.
She said she will b coming to my condo for doing assign with fwenz.
In her fwen's house.
Waited until like 11.15pm,
she called me,
n said '' would u b mad if I said i cant come ad? My fwenz wanna go back ad, I've to follow them.. ''
Was pretty pissed, but sumhow, I could read her mind,
started to step out to my corridor and tried to look for her,
couldnt see a shadow.

Heard sumone was shaking the gate loudly,
I opened the door but no one was der.
Then I closed the door again,
n again,
I heard sumone was knocking at my door DAMN LOUD,
n I opened it,
I saw Flo, John n Dee.
Oh ma gawd!
They came to celebrate with me,
brought the cake, donuts, and soft drinks.
Was pretty surprised n so happy abt it!
Thx lots!!!!!

Was having fun in my house,
took lotsa pictures.

30 mins to go.

2007-11-30T23:26:00.000+08:00

It seemed to b the same...
At this time.. Every year.
Ppl tend to forget my bday,
since I was young till now.
During primary,
fwens nvr bothered of my bday,
coz it falls on dec every year,
during the school holidays.
Everyone was busy traveling.
Somehow,
I've got used with it.

So,
I guess..
This year wouldn't be much different.
I bet its gonna be a lousy, boring bday,
as usual.
Have to teach tmr,
almost the whole day tyme I've to use for teaching,
how pathetic..

Anyway,
happy birthday to myself in advance.

Wooooh...

2007-11-29T15:34:00.000+08:00

Now sitting in my coll's recital hall,
watching my fren's band having performance exam.
Waiting for my band's turn.
Oh ma gawd...
Pretty nervous,
duno y, nvr been like tis b4..

Gonna perform 5 songs.
- Life is a highway
- Semua jadi satu
- Besame mucho
- Take the A train
- Survivor...

Wish me lucks!

Smell.

2007-11-29T03:02:00.000+08:00

Suddenly tot of it.
Its a small, tiny, little, puny thing,
u cant even touch it or see it,
but it plays an important role at every mins or even second.

Y girls like to buy perfume?
or even guys?
Its pretty expensive since it costs like 200 over bucks for farking 100ml, or just 50ml?
But people feel tempted over them.
My mum has like over hundred bottles of perfume in the house,
but still,
she keeps on buying the new one's.
What abt youngsters?
Trying to be attractive.. seductive maybe..

What about food?
Food are always tempting with the smell, and of course the outlooks.
If it smells good, of course u would feel more tempted to try it,
to taste it..

At certain time,
It reminds u of sumone,
I m sure that every smell has their own memories in ur mind.
Garbage's stinky smell? Who do u think of?
Perfume's smell? Ur mum? ur gf? ur affair? ur teacher? ur sexmate?
Bed's smell? Hiak hiak hiak...

Cant sleep.
Still watching drama series now.

Over. Snoring party!!!

2007-11-27T17:46:00.000+08:00

Was up for the whole night for the sake of studying.
Feel so great now as finals were passed,
did pretty ok since I could answer all the questions.
3 papers in a row man,
not easy.
I m so exhausted now..
So gonna have snoring party rite now.

Wish me luck for my performance exam on thurs!

Depressed.

2007-11-26T21:29:00.000+08:00

Having finals tmr,
which are gonna be really tough.
But, Im still here chatting n playing with ma facebook.
Keep on finding myself those lame excuses that I'll have enough tyme to finish them.
Having 3 papers tmr,
all essay writing questions.
Im so gonna die.
Recently I've seriously got irritated by a fwen,
a fwen that I nvr tot that he would do so.
Felt dat I was used pretty used by him.
I mean, not a serious thing,
which is harmless to me, but I jz dun feel right.

I'm kind of straight forward person,
as in I wont pretend myself to like or be intimate with someone who I dun like.
Probably that's a bad thing abt me.
I would tell everything that I dun like instead of bitching,
or stabbing.
Yea, guess nothing much abt these few days.
Will update again after my finals.
Good lucks all the candidates for exams on the earth.

Where is my sun?

2007-11-20T23:31:00.001+08:00

Ntg much abt these few days,
was jz having bad days.
Falling into sick now...
Having flu, coughing n bit of sore throat.
Sent ma car for the third service yday,
waited for like more than 2 hours,
which was considered bad enuf.
After abt 2 hours plus of waiting,
went to the get the bill n was preparing to pay for it.
Giving away my card,
he tried twice but jz couldnt get thru.
OKKKK....
That was really annoying anyway,
cause I didnt have much cash,
which was just 100 bucks,
but the bill was like 287 plus.
Fuh...
called ma mum for checking up the statements of the card.
She called me and told like I was overspending for this month,
I was like WERT DA HECK was going on,
I didnt spend much by using card tis month,
it was like farking impossible.

Walked all the way out to the bank,
withdraw some money for paying the bills.
Guess wert?
Just right after paying the bill,
my mum called n said that the workers of bank had count it wrongly,
I didnt exist the limit of my card.
WERT THE F-A-R-K...
I was fooled.
Okie,
fine, everything was over.
Went back home and cooked spagetti carbonara for dinner,
it was surprisingly delicious though ...
Muahahaahahhaazz..
Could even defeat william's corner..
Damn buyers rite? Hahahaaha.

Ok,
go on to the other day.
Woke up in the morning n went for bath.
Was coughing in the bath,
so I choked the flam out,
guess wert!!!
I found out there was blood coming out together with flam.
I was like kinda panic.
Tried to choke for few more tymes,
n again,
I saw blood coming out with flam.
Oh no,
it wasnt a good sign though.

Was supposed to go for seeing a doctor,
but, till the end of the day,
still,
I didnt go.
Was too busy with ma projects.
Gonna pass up tmr,
I've jz done for like 3 quarter,
but,
somehow, Im so CHILLING abt it.
Coolness?
hahahaahahahahahahhaha...
Im gonna die.

Finale sucks to the max!

2007-11-15T04:14:00.000+08:00

Woke up in the afternoon today,
took the fried kuey tiaw as my brunch.
Sat down on the chair,
facing the laptop, started to do my projects.
Notated everything that I've done for TM project in finale.
It was seriously killing me man,
I could do better and way faster by writting myself instead of clicking on the stupid menuscript to put in the notes!
Fuh.
24 bars of melodies,
it spent me like 2 hours to finish it,
WITHOUT any accidentals thingy, just notes.
Wanted to save it,
but suddenly, sth popped out n said that I cant save or print it until I get ma softwarte authorized.
Wert the heck!!!!
Was really panic, since I've to another project in finale,
n I'll die man if I cant save my files.
Called Nian Tze,
n she asked me to go to coll and ask Peter for help.

After bathing,
drove all the way to ICOM to see Peter.
Asked him for help,
he was trying to, but jz couldnt!!!!!
He told me like it'll probably takes like a couple of days to get the authorization code for my software,
I was seriously collapsing man!
I've to pass up all my projects on next Wednesday,
n erverything's stuck.
He saw me was like really panic and frustrated,
so he told me to go to the 2nd floor to wait for him.
He said he's gonna try another way of fixing it,
ok, as he told, I went down n waited for him.
He eventually de-authorized coll's pc license for that software and passed me the code to authorize mine.
Fuh,
fortunately it works,
so again, thanks to him!!...

After dinner with Alice,
went all the way to Bukit Jalil.. Josephine's house,
asked Ling to help in my AR project.
We were trying out many style on a single song,
n finally we found the style that suits the most.
Did the sequencing thingy for the whole night,
n finally we've got the rough sequence and idea of arranging it.
Finished at 3.15am,
left Jo's house,
drove all the way back to KL...
Reached home at like 3.45am,
really tired.
Just brushed my teeth n washed ma face,
damn sleepy,
so Im gonna sleep now...

I am freaking out!

2007-11-14T00:42:00.000+08:00

Again,
without a car,
took a cab for teaching at taman tun,
which costs me like 12 bucks.
12 bucks is actually not a prob,
but was kinda fed up coz the admin asked me to go today just for ONE replacement class.
She knew that I didnt have a car,
but still called me to make up for only A SINGLE CLASS!
Wasting my tyme man.

After teaching,
ma sister picked me up n went to mid valley.
For the sake of getting back my laptop.
I was seriously fed up lor,
I stepped in that mac service center for like more than 3 tymes within 3 weeks.
Muthafarka.!!!
Was waiting for like half an hour just for the technician to send the laptop for me!
Fark larhz!
I was damn pissed off,
they cant even fix a damn thing in 3 weeks tyme,
was bit yelling at them,
complaining,
bcoz of them, all my projects were stuck,
which i've 2 pass up next wed!!!!!
I've one song to compose, sequence and bounce it out,
a song to arrange, sequence every single track for every single instrument,
bounce it out, do the master lead sheet!
N I've to finish it within a week.
F-A-R-K..

I reached there at like 5.45,
n I got my laptop back at around 6.20pm!
Went in the car and cabut d.
It was damn freaking jam,
n I was rili starving in the car.
Damn pissed off!
Went to the curve with delaine and john,
coz I've promised to bring them food from penang as my sister bought it n brought it back from penang.
Guess wert?
I was seriously the dumbest fella ever in this world.
I was supposed to go to the curve for the sake of passing them the food,
but,
I FORGOT TO BRING!!!!!
N they drove all the way to my condo to get the food,
I was seriously a dumbass man!
Sorry guys, for making trouble.

Then,
went for dim sum with wan zhi,
have not been seeing her for quite a long tyme ad,
n she kept on saying that I've gained weight,
look chubby and fat on my face..
Fuh...
I know that larhz! wert to do?
Hahahah,
gonna jog tmr morning and swimming!
And now,
I shud start digging on my projects,
or else I'm seriously gonna die man!

ROHNIE IS DEAD...

Laptop is killing me.

2007-11-12T20:02:00.000+08:00

I want more money,
I'm so broke! Hahahaha.
I've lotsa things to buy, important one's,
useful one's..
But, too bad, I'm so broke.
Anyway,
went for performance class's practice just now.
It was not bad.
Seriously, I am so gonna die soon as I dun have ma car yet.
Gonna get ma car back tmr,
n now I've to travel by taking cab all the tyme.

Made a call to machines today,
was asking if my laptop is ready to b collected or not,
yea,
as wert I've expected,
it's not fixed yet!!
Arghh,
I've to pass up 2 projects on next wed,
which I need my laptop back to do it.
I'm rili so gonna die coz of ma laptop man!
Shyt,
everyone is like so busy with their projects n I'm like so chilling rite here.
Watching movie, online, chatting, eating, sleeping..
F-A-R-K.

I've to START MY PROJECTS!
SERIOUSLY!!!!!
Heard that delaine was having bad day,
sumone broke in her house tis morning.
Hope she'll b ok soon.
Kinda tired right now,
since I've just done lotsa houseworks.
Moped the floor, swept floor, washed the toilet, wiped tables and furnitures,
n so on..
Gonna try to do my traditional harmony's project right now.!
Wish me lucks

No car no life!

2007-11-09T20:08:00.000+08:00

Woke up kinda late today,
since I slept late last night.
Rushed to college coz gonna do soundcheck for Silas's performance.
Was kinda chilling when I woke up,
coz I forgot that I didnt have car with me!!!!
Went down to the guard house there,
waited for taxi.
It costed me like 6 buck plus wey,
where as everytyme I used to pay like 4 bucks plus only.
Anyway,
its not the matter of price but,
INCONVINIENT without car.

Performed for Silas,
it was a final performance,
which is the competition between all the winner for the passed 18 weeks.
And,
surprisingly, Silas won!!
Muahahahaha...
Of coz he did, coz he had me in the band.. LOL
damn buyers.. kidding.
Congrats anyway!
He won the final performance for 2 semester in row,
happening rite?

Came back home,
was cooking spagetti carbonara all by myself.
It tasted a bit different though,
coz my house is currently out of mushroom..
Hahhahaha,
not so bad larhz, first tyme cooking it all by myself u know!!
Hahahh.
Gonna bathe now,
waiting for John n Delaine to pick me up for supper or drinks later.
See,
such a boring life rite?
No car no life!!!!

Friends are fabulous.

2007-11-09T03:57:00.001+08:00

Back to Penang yday.
Reached there in the evening,
did nothing much over there,
since was jz planning to send my car to repair.
Met my tiger again,
missed him so much, so badly!
Went to Sze Chuan restaurant for dinner with sis n mum,
the food were pretty delicious though.
Then,
back to home, cooked spagetti carbonara with sis for supper.
It was so damn delicious,
coz it was realy creamy, cheesy, tasty!
It was so fattening man!...
I'd put lotsa butter and cheese...

Today,
went for breakfast with sis n mum again at The Coffee Shop.
Dinner with mum at Fish Market,
took a plate of flaming prawns with rice.
It was nice man..
Went to airport at 8.25pm,
was kinda late though since the flight time was 8.40pm.
Rushed into the gate and went in the flight.
Reached KLIA at about 10pm,
coz they departed from Penang damn late.
John and Delaine came and picked me up from there,
went to banana leaf for some bites.

Then,
we went to Wan U for movie as we've planned.
Watched STARDUST,
it was awesome! Damn nice wey the movie.
Then,
John sent us back.
Thanks to John anyway,
I mean thanks for ur kindness and also the drive..
Hehehe..
Its 4.03am now,
I guess I shud go to bed.

Hope for better days.

2007-11-07T01:58:00.000+08:00

Some people say 'today is not my today'..
I hope I was one of them,
but too bad. I'm not.
Why?
Cause I say 'This week is not my week'.
How pathetic.

Finally I've got another 250 bucks from the malay girl,
which I've no idea if I shud say good or bad.
Anyway, its better than nothing.
Flunked almost every subjects this week,
wondering what subjects would I be repeating next sem.
TM 020? AR020?
Both?
Unknown.

Feel kinda hopeless for my ICA,
I really did it badly.
Collected my mac from machine last 2 days,
was kinda happy since it as fixed.
But, after using it for like more than few hours,
the screen went white again.
Arghh... wtf.
Sent it back to machine for repairing again today,
was really fed up with them.
Dont know how long does it takes to be this tyme,
I've lotsa projects to work on,
without laptop,
I can do nothing,
n mostly probably I would repeat all the subjects for sure!

ET exam tmr, which is eat training,
practicing rite now, but it jz freaks me out.
So, I ended up with sitting rite here n blogging.
My head was spinning when I saw the solfege melody, and the stupid tied notes for rhythmic sections, they're bull shyt!
Just done with all my projects wihch have to hand in tmr,
realeased.

Read someone's blog just now,
it did rili drive me nuts!
Saw some words which were really bull shyt,
arrogant, showing off...
Wonder why he became like this.....
Anyhow, ppl changes when they're in a relationship...
I guess.....

I guess I shud go n sleep now,
since I've to drive back to Penang again tmr.
Long journey.
Wish me lucks.

Having bad larkz!!!!

2007-11-05T19:12:00.001+08:00

Woke up at 10am today,
rushed to coll for exam, reached der at 10.40am.
Everyone was so bz wif da preparation,
but me,
I didnt even study for da exam yet.
Asked fwenz to teach me,
but they were all busy asking each others.
Arghh...
Went in da hall n had da exam!
I did so darn badly...
I flunked it!!!!!!!
It was seriously bad!...

After dat,
went to cannes tea house for lunch wif fwenz,
laura, vinka, marcell, david, dana, yehuda, adria...
Sent them back to coll..
When i was making a left on da way back to ma house,
I met an accident!!!!!!
Stupid malay!!!!
She did an illegal u-turn without seeing ma car!!!
Banged me car!!!!!
shyt....
ma back door were seriously INJURED...
fuh...
lotsa scratches on it, n went in a lot...
arghh...
HEARTACHE!!!!

Was dealing wif her, n she kept on saying dat she has no money.
Finally she agreed to pay 600.
Which is actually not even part of da repairing amount.
Gave me 300 n will give m another 300 tmr.
Den,
she asked her husband to call me n said dat he'll deal wif me tmr.
She tot dat I would probably afraid wif her husband,
but no way!!!!
She hurt ma wife!!!!!!
Was warning her dat she'd better keep her promise or else,
she might deal wif da lawyer!!!!!!
IM SO PISSED OFF!!!!!

F-A-R-K......
I hate malays!!!!!
I mean malaysian's malay!!!!
uncivilize..... TIDAK BERTAMADUN!!!!!
arghhhhhh

Cant get.

2007-11-05T03:02:00.000+08:00

Someone please take me home,
sing me a song,
but its impossible.
Staring at the century place,
I cant move on,
holding my memories......

Lead me to the road,
save me from the storms,
Hide me in ur arms again,
I despite all da unworthy words....

Singing to our own love song,
making up the love dat keeps us strong,
How I wan to bring u along,
back to da top where I came from...
So afraid to walk ma feet up,
listen to the noise that freaks me up,
cause I wan u back, I cant get it back,
cause I nvr wanna get it back...........

I miss u so much...
I might be crazy, but I still believe dat u're waiting...
Feeling so empty...